Chapter 58

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Melissa P.O.V
I love him dearly... I can't just leave... The next two weeks need to be the best two weeks of my life! I'm sixteen, I'm young. I'm free! Wait Berlyn! I ran upstairs and into my room, her things were gone, I guess she left early, their goes my chance of running away. What do I do? I'm at a path in my life that I dont think I want to go down... I want to stay here! Were Ive grown up... And then in a few years Im  supposed to be with Matt on a plane off to LA to start our lives together.. But I guess this is how its supposed to be, I have two weeks left... One week without Matt and the other.. The other making the rest of my life relive the memories that I had with him.

I walked out of my room and towards the loung room, I watched a few movies and then finally decided to close my eyes, I had too many emotions running through my mind, I closed my eyes and just listened, listened to the birds soft tune as they were getting ready to sleep, listened to the movie in the background, listened to the front door opening, lis- the front door? I opened my eyes and shot up.
"I have to go" he frowned then looked at the floor, I jumped up and ran over to him, he opened his arms and held me in his embrace, he wouldnt let me go, every minute he held me he squeezed tighter and tighter,
"I dont want you to leave... What if you leave before I get back?" he dug his head into my hair,
"I wont I promise, we will have a week! I promise you that I wont leave you until you get back", I felt him nod his head, I pulled away and felt my hair, it was full of tears, his eyes were red, his cheeks were puffy and his lips, his beautiful lips, the pale pink lips that I kissed daily, ill miss those..
"Just dont leave me" he whinned,
"If it was my choice I'd never leave you know that" I shook my head then looked down,
"Matthew its time" I heard Rafael call from outside,
"I love you" he whispered then opened the front door,
"I love you Matt, always and forever" I whispered back, he looked at me one last time then shut the door. I ran to my room and slammed the door then started crying, it wouldn't stop, I just kept crying and crying, Matt was going to be an amazing actor, someone who's going to make the world a better place and me? You might aswell call me a fan. I loved him deeply but he has to have his fans first, I can't pull him down. I got up and walked towards my desk then grabbed a pen and piece of paper,

Dear Matthew,

You know that I love you dearly,
from the bottom of my heart
but I dont want to be the one
to pull you down, I'd do anything
in the world for you, you know
that but you're going to be an
amazing person, you're going
to make the world a better palce
and I'd love to be their supporting
you but with the move, I think its
time we go our sepperate ways.
Ill never forget you, I hope you
meet an amazing girl and she
treats you like a king because
you made me feel like your queen.
I love you Matthew.

Love Melissa. xx

I sealed it in an envelope that had his name printed on the front, I hid it under my bed and decided to give him when the times right. I walked downstairs and made myself some two minute noodles, I ate them in piece and then walked back upstairs to have a shower, I checked my phone to see if Matt had sent me any messages, their were no messages but 6 missed calls, I called back quickly as I entered the bathroom and undressed,

Matt: MELISSA IVE BEEN TRYING TO CALL YOU!
Mel: I'm sorry I was in the shower, whats up babe?
Matt: I just arrived, this place is awesome! Their were fans at the airport and even at the hotel, its 7am right now,
Mel: Awh you need your sleep! Where are you off too now?
Matt: Just going to the event, I need to practice for a few hours then I'm meeting up with Jack and Jack.
Mel: Have lots of fun!
Matt: I will! Call me before you go to bed love you
Mel:I love you too!
I hung up then had my shower.

I layed in bed just thinking, wondering about everything, the big move, leaving Matt, what about my friends? Atleast I can see Dakota and Cameron everyday. I almost closed my eyes when my phone started going off,


Matt: You forgot to call...
Mel: I'm sorry.. I was just thinking
Matt: No its okay, everythings going to be okay I promise
Mel: I hopes so...
Matt: Someone wants to say hello to you
Mel: Okay..
Jack: MELISSA BABY
Mel: Jack?
Jack: ooo but which one?
Mel: Gilinsky
Jack: Damn how'd you know?
Mel: Deep voice gave it away
Matt: Jack give me my phone!
Mel: Matt?
Matt: Oh damn we gotta go, the supervisors calling us, sweetdreams Melli Belli
Mel: Goodnight Matthew
I smiled then shut my phone off.

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