Just Matt ( Matthew Espinosa )

Chapter 53

Melissa P.O.V

We got home and I ran straight for my room, I was so tired even though I slept on the plane, I dropped down on my bed with my luggage and pushed it to the floor, I slowly closed my eyes but realised there was a shadow at my door, I was too weak to care so I just fell asleep.

I slowly woke up to birds chirping so I decided to get up, I finally opened my eyes and then realised something heavy was on me, I couldn't move out of the bed I was stuck, I tried wiggling but nothing. I turned my head a little to see brownish blond hair and hazel eyes staring at me smirking,

"You gave me a heart attack" I groaned, I looked at the end of my bed to see Ash asleep.

"Your beds comfier than mine so I decided to sleep with you" he smiled hugging me tighter, he had his waist diagonal over mine and an arm around me, how could he be comfortable?

"Your a loser" I giggled,

"What do you wanna do these holidays?" Matt asked,

"Sleep" I mumbled then focused my eyes on him, his cute little beauty spots and the bright green ring in his eye that shone in the morning, I always noticed his little details about him, there not flaws there perfections, without those he wouldn't be Matt.

"Melllllllll" he dragged out stretching almost hitting me in the face,

"Matttttttt-" I moaned and then stopped realising the look on his face,

"Say my name like that again" he grinned,

"No shut up" I giggled then pushed him off me, he was a lot weaker now that he didn't tense up and hold himself down, I walked over to my bathroom and turned my shower on then found a cute white top and some black denim shorts. I closed the bathroom door and undressed then had a shower, I then finished and redressed into my clothes but when I turned the water off my room was silent... Weird... Matt usually turns the TV on... I opened the door to see Matt on my bed with a hand on his forehead covering his eyes and the other hand on his phone scrolling through twitter, I sat down beside him and noticed he was sniffling,

"Matt are you alr-"

"I'm fine" he sniffled then continued scrolling through his phone slowly reading each tweet,

"Matt dosn't care about us anymore"

"There's so much drama going on lol"

"Why is everyone starting drama about Matt he didn't do anything?"

"Matt dosn't care about us anymore he has Melissa lol"

"I used to like Mel but she seems to be taking Matt away from us lately"

"Matt dosn't tweet anymore.... Wtf"

"I'm switching lanes cause Nash... OMFF HIS PERF BETTER THAN Matt OMG "

"Matt said he would post more content.. Lol bullshhh"

I couldn't believe what I was reading... These where tweets on his timeline from people he follows! He only follows a few thousand which are 'true fans' when there just back bitting him, I can't believe half of these girls, they can have him I'm sorry! His free to go to whatever events he wants...

"It's my fault" I groaned then fell back onto my bed,

"My fans... Hate me" he sniffled moving his hand then looking at me, his face was red, his eyes were puffy, tears streaming down his eyes, he noticed me starring at his eyes so he quickly cleared his tears with his thumbs.

"Matt it's not your fault babe" I mumbled sitting back up and looking at him,

"Yes it is! Everything was supposed to go sweatly with us coming back home and hanging out and I totally forgot about them, I hadn't tweeted in four days, I havnt made a vine in two weeks and I havnt posted on instagram. Mel my manager called me when I was in my car... He asked if I could go to Digitour wich is an event that basically travel around America and I told them I'd call back... I want you to come!" He lightly took a breath then looked away,

"Matt" I mumbled,

"I love you so much! But I don't want to not be around you, I want you with me! Everywhere! I wish I could be the guy who was there all the time but I'm not, I'm a shit boyfriend".

"Can you shut up" I groaned pushing him back, I crawled on top of him and leaned my chest on his chest and looked at his eyes.

"If you need to go then go it's ok! I'm not going to kiss any boys if that's what your worried about" I laughed lightly but he didn't get it,

"What if you do.. What if you don't love me when I get back?"

"Are you stupid, Matt you always think like this, I'll love you until the freaking moon dies"

"But the moon dies once every four weeks" he frowned looking at the wall, I thought for a moment and then spoke,

"I'll love you until the sun dies" I smiled then kissed his lips, he kissed back and groaned,

"If you kiss anyone else mister" I giggled poking his chest,

"I wouldn't dare!" He chuckled.

"So it's confirmed your going?"

"No... I'm thinking about it...." He mumbled, I just rolled my eyes and played with his hair.