Just Matt ( Matthew Espinosa )

Chapter Fourty

Melissa P.O.V

"Woah so he kissed her back? But it wasn't Leesh? But he thought it was her?" I asked sitting across Matt both of us with our legs crossed on the bed,

"Yep" he nodded,

"If you ever cheat on me I will kill you" I smiled,

"Likewise" he winked, I couldn't help but smile. Imagine having a perfect life one minute and then it all changing to heartbreak in that one split second... It could happen and I pray that never happen to me!

"What's happening?" I heard someone ask as they opened the door, I turned to face it and saw Cam,

"Long story" I replied,

"Yeah and... I wanna hear" he said walking towards us,

"Me too" Dakota said behind him,

"Come here then, story time.." Matt laughed a little even though it wasn't a laughing matter,he could always brighten up a room, he could always brighten up myself! My day, my world... My heart.

Alicia P.O.V

"... Here's a little story I gotta tell.. Bout this boy I knew so well, back in the day was cool and all, fell inlove yeah fell inlove..."

Why am I still listening to Rihanna? Why am I so depressed? Oh yeah.... Why did he do this? Doesn't he love me? Am I not good enough? Girls kiss him everyday... On the cheek but I'm the only one who touches his lips! I love his fans, probably more than he dose, I follow like 20k of them on twitter! Every 10k I get I always do a 200 follow spree! I closed my eyes and fell asleep ignoring anything and everything.

Nash P.O.V

I need to get back, I knew everyone was avoiding me because they knew I would blow up, I just need to sleep. I finally got back and dropped on the couch closing my eyes.... Wait I need food! I walked into the kitchen but no one was there thankgod, I can't be bothered talking. I made a quick snitzels sandwich from the leftovers last night, I went outside through the back door and just stared at the sun eating my sandwich, I wish this day was over! After the first half of the sandwhisch I didn't feel hungry,

"Jake" I called out to Cams dog, he came running round the corner,

"Sit", he sat.

"Drop", he dropped and I gave him the last half of the sandwhisch... Now to skip this day! I got back inside and walked over to the. Ouch still no sight of anyone, I dropped down and closed my eyes.

Alicia P.O.V

I opened my eyes to realise that I skipped a whole day! I havn't eaten or had a shower in a day! I got up and walked over to the bathroom I had a quick shower and put another Rihanna song on. I need to do something with my life and not listen to old Rihanna songs, I got up and was about to walk to the door when Rihanna's next song came on. Suicide. I listened but when the chorus started I froze.

"...Loving you is suicide

Don't know if I should go or should I stay?

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

But I heard you say you love me.

That's the part I can't forget

and I wish that you'd come save me

cause' I'm standing over the edge..."

My whole perspective on life changed, I do love him and I'd do anything for him, his the reason I smile, even though more than two million other girls love him, loving him is suicide! He dose love me, he says it over and over and I need to see him! Right now!