In My Head (Ariana/You)

Death Do Us Part

Wassup

Y/n's pov~

Here I am, all alone, with a bottle in my hand. Of course I didnt want to be alone but Ari is still mad at me. Why you ask, well see for yourself.

Flashback

"I may have helped out with that" a familiar voice behind us said. I turned around to see, of course, Ainsley. She was wearing a blue long sleeved crop top with tight workouts pants. I felt a hand hit my stomach causing me to hunch over a little and hold my stomach in pain.

"Stop that" Ari said glaring at me. "What did I do" I whined like a little kid getting in trouble for being near the person that got in trouble. She raised her right eyebrow give me a 'shut up right now' look so I put my head down in defeat.

"Well look at that, Y/n/n cant keep her eyes off me" I heard. I look towards my current girlfriend to see she had her jaw clenched and her hand balled into a fist like she was ready to fight. Damn.

"Shut up" my girl says through her gritted teeth. Where is Pete in all this, hes been really quiet. I turn around to see no one there. Where did he go? I lean down to Ari's ear whispering my plan kissing her cheek after and walking off.

I know its probably not good to leave them alone like that but it's also not good to leave Pete to roam around in the house alone. Lord know what hes done by now.

Looking through each room I go near as I walk down the hall I dont see a sign of life. I then hear the sound of glass breaking upstairs making me turn my head in the direction. Quickly moving towards the sound I run into Pete. Great, when I dont look I find! (note the sarcasm)

Catching me off guard, he punches me in the face. I stumble back a little but quickly regain myself.

"You want to fight, then let fight"

I punch him in his stomach causing him to hunch over giving be opportunity to kick his back. He hissed in pain arching his back and I punch him in the face full force. I'm so happy I watched those fighting movies alot.

Remembering the noise I heard earlier I run upstairs to where I left Ari.

End of flashback

Today is the day that my mom and brother died. And you know what the worst part is? It's all because of me! If I had just been ok with not going to that fair and not started whining my family would still be here.

Wondering what the time was I lazily turn my head to the alarm clock next to the bed. I dont why its here, it's not like anybody uses it. I couldn't read the time since my vision is blurry due to the amount of alcohol in my system. It's dark outside so it has to be what, 10?

Ten was the number on my brothers back. He always loved sport while I just loved having fun. And with that thought I took another sip of my bottle.

A few minutes later I hear the door to the room open with a gasp comming soon after.

"Baby, what have you done" the feminine voice whispered. I knew that voice all too well, it was the love o-

No

You could here the clacking of her high heels against the room's hardwood floor slowly approaching to where I'm sitting. I knew what she was going to say or attempt to do so I stop her.

"Ari, whatever you think I'm fine" I said standing up with the bottle still in my hand. She shakes her head.

"How about we just talk in the car"

I flinch at that word, it's the object we all got inside to drive to the fair. I remember I was so happy when I buckled my seat belt, looking over to my brother who was smiling too. He was always happy as long as I was.

"Look if I say I'm fine, im fine" I said trying to walk out the door behind her but she grabbed my wrist to stop me. By this time Victoria has made an appearance in the hallway outside the door with her eyes wide.

I roll my eyes and try to get out of her grip but this makes her use her other hand. I kept trying to get out her her grip mumbling "let go" getting angrier each time.

I dont know how it happened but next thing I know Ariana is on the floor about to cry. Great now I pushed her down, another thing to add to the list.

Ariana pov~

She pushed me. I know it the alchohol in her system but it still hurt. She stated puch ohhhh ng the wall and I was about to go stop her but Vic pulled me back.

"Dont, she might hurt you" she said holding by the waist pulling me into another room. The whole way there I was kicking and trying to get out her grip. My baby needs me and I have to be there for her.

Vic sits me on the bed and takes a step back. I pull my knees to my chest putting my head on them soon after. I never thought I would cry like this again but I guess you cant predict everything, right?