lost
《 lôst,läst 》
adjective
denoting something that has been taken away or cannot be recovered.
—JIN
This wasn't some cliche. I wasn't supposed to run back to her and demand her for an answer. An answer on why him. I didn't want this to be some love story where the male lead found his lost love. The director already ended my part.
But what was I doing here, standing here absentmindedly with an tear ridden face demanding an answer?
I guess I followed my heart this time.
—IRENE
I looked at him. At his face, the ones that were filled with tears but instead now filled with a lost look.
What did I do?
If I hadn't met him, if I hadn't met any of them. Would I still be that happy girl or would I be a girl ridiculed with melancholy.
"Why did you have to choose him? Why not me?"
"What can't I bring to the table? Why him, why him Joohyun. Why is it never me?"
It's never you because I can't bring myself to break his heart. But I do love Taehyung more.
I do. I really do.
But do I?
—JIN
She never answered and I instantly felt that rain cloud above me. It shrouded me with darkness and sadness but worst of all it reminded me that she was never mine to begin with.
What have I done with my life?
First I left, and I then get rejected. Am I really that pitiful? But I'm not because I'm determined to prove that I'm not pitiful and I'm not just a castaway.
I'm leaving and I'm disappearing.
—A/N
I'm sorry for giving you guys such short chapters and this book is almost coming to an end! I hope you enjoy the rest of the chapters that are coming
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