A New Paige

Betrayed

Paige:

I plug in my headphones and begin running on the treadmill, ignoring everyone and everything around me. I couldn't believe it. My heart has been broken and it's all thanks to the one person I thought I could trust. It was Halloween and Jon and I had planned on going out after but I guess that idea was trashed.

I get off the treadmill and begin to lift weights. I had to bulk up again due to me laying in a hospital bed and losing some muscle mass.

"I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm leaving out every word you said
Go to hell for heavens sake."

I nod my head as I finish my sets for the day. I walk to the locker room and shower, changing into a pair of black shorts, crop top and sneakers. I slip on a SnapBack and walk out. I plug my headphones back in and go back to ignoring the world.

I enter my locker room, making sure nobody else was around, and I slip to the floor, the back of my head resting on the wall. Tears slip down my face as I recount the three months I had been with Jon. And the two years previous when we worked in the SHIELD together. My breathing becomes hiccups as I try to calm down but fail miserably. I had fallen in love with Jon, and he broke my heart.

"Saraya? Are you in there? I can hear you hiccuping, which means you're crying and it's because of me and I'm sorry. Can we talk?"

"Go away, Jon."

"Please, Saraya? I need to explain to you what happened between Renee and I. C'mon, please?" I get off the floor and open the door slightly. Jon was staring at the floor, his one arm perched on the doorframe and the other hand stuffed in his jeans pocket.

"I'm giving you two minutes. Talk."

"It was for a segment where Stephanie would barge in and ask what's going on. I swear I have no feelings for Renee. She's just a friend. You're the only one I truly love." His blue eyes probe into my black ones. His eyes were watering and a single year escapes down his cheek. I open the door a bit more and he pulls me to him. I take a deep breath in, he was wearing the cologne I got him for our one month anniversary. "I would never hurt you on purpose. You're the only one who has my whole heart." I begin crying again and he kisses the top of my head. "Give me another chance. Please."

"Fine, one more chance and that's only because I love you."

"I love you too."

"They're back together!" I could hear a certain voice squeal and I peak out from underneath Jon's arm. Tenille and Brie were doing a happy dance and I giggle. Leati, Colby, Randy and Natalie/Eva Marie were dancing as well. I could feel Jon's chest vibrate as he chuckles. I look up at him, he looks down at me.

"I'm truly sorry for hurting you, even if it was unintentional." I smile and kiss his chin.

"You're forgiven. You're just lucky I love you." He smirks and kisses my forehead and we finish watching them weirdos dance.

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"I just want to fucking sleep!" Jon laughs and hoists me over his shoulder and runs down the halls of the hotel. I pound on his back, quite possibly waking up the couples in the other rooms.

"Jonathan Good, put my best friend down." I stretch sideways to see who had spoken, seeing as my arse was facing the viewer.

It was Tenille, Brie, Nikki and AJ.

"Oh thank god you guys, I--" Jon sets me down and Tenille hoists me over her shoulder. "Are you bloody kidding me?"

"Jon, take her phone and all electronics."

"Don't touch my phone, it's in my bra." He smirks and reaches down there anyways, snatching my phone, car keys and lighter. He kisses my lips before Tenille, Brie, Nikki and AJ walk down the halls. "Where are we going?"

"For a swim."

"In our clothes?"

"Nope, just you."

"Just me-- what!?" Tenille laughs and hands AJ her phone, car keys and wallet. Nikki grabs my wallet from my back pocket and my headphones and Tenille throws me into the pool but I latch onto her shirt and she falls in beside me.

We resurface and AJ, Brie and Nikki were laughing. Tenille and I glance at each other as the girls were taking their important things out and stuffing it into Nikki's purse.

Tenille and I hop out of the water. I grab ahold of Brie and AJ and Tenille grabs Nikki and we push them into the water. Nikki let's out a shriek and they resurface. Brie, AJ and Nikki laugh and Tenille and I hop in after them.

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I towel dry my hair and my change into high-waisted skinny jeans and a crop top. I do my makeup and wait for Tenille and Pamela.

Pam opens the door dressed as an old granny and then Tenille walks in, dressed as a fire-woman. She smirks at me and Pamela and we go out on the town.

"Hey, Saraya? Can I talk to you in private for a second?"

"Absolutely." She pulls me away from our group of friends and into a darker part of the street.

"You may not believe me when I tell you this or even show you the picture but I was at the bar with Mac and I saw two people there. They were kissing an feeling each other up. It was Renee and Jon."

"You're kidding, right?"

"I wish I was." She gives me a sorrowful look and shows me the picture and my heart shatters into millions of tiny little pieces. Tears begin to stream down my face and I run a shaky hand through my hair as I try to pull myself together.

"He-he said he-he wouldn't do an-anything to hurt m-me." I say in between small hiccups.

"I'm sorry, Saraya." I just shake my head and cry. She pulls me in for a hug and I cry into her shoulder.

"Hey, what's going on? What's wrong, S?"

"I think you need to leave, Jon. You've hurt her enough."

"Wait, what are you talking about?" I glare at Jon through watery eyes.

"Oh, so you don't remember being at a bar and eating Renee's face off?"

"What? No!"

"Show him, Tenille. Show him the picture." Tenille pulls out her phone and shows him the picture, guilt flashes across his features and he looks at me, a look of regret on his face.

"Saraya, she lead me on. She was drunk."

"So you thought it was ok to just make out with her while she's drunk?"

"No! She came onto me and I couldn't push her off. I didn't want to hurt her."

"But you're fine with hurting me." I state, fresh tears roll down my face. "Leave me alone, Jon. I don't want to talk to you." Tenille and I walk away, leaving Jon standing where he is.

"I'll prove to you how much I love you, Saraya! I won't give up!" I held my head high but inside, I felt like dying.