A New Paige

Missing Him

November 17: Paige
I look up to see Colby staring down at me, a smile on his face.
"Morning my pale British girl.
"Morning Mr. Two Tone." He chuckles and I cuddle into him. He kisses the top of my forehead while slowly sitting up and climbing down off the bed.
"Wait, what?"
"It's RAW tonight, beautiful."
"Bloody hell." I groan but Colby just chuckles. "Thanks Lopez."
"Anytime, Bevis." He laughs and pulls me out of bed and over his shoulders. He carries me to the showers, setting me down on my feet and turning in the water. He proceeds to take off my shirt, unclipping my bra, taking my sweats and underwear off and then places me in the water.
"Oh, Bevis. Jon called, he wants you to call him back." I bite my lip and turn to face the shower walls.
"Are you alright, Saraya?"
"Yeah, I just need some time to think."
"Alright, I'll be in the kitchen."
"Thanks." I slide the glass door closed and run my hands through my wet hair.
Was I ready to face him?
I loved him but, what if he asked for a second chance?
Was I ready?

November 19: Jon
"Maybe you should try calling her?"
"Don't you think I've tried that?"
"Alright, sorry man."
"Why won't she answer me? I need to talk to her!"
"Have you ever thought that maybe you hurt her enough to think that she doesn't ever wanna see you again?"
"You're a lot of help, Lopez."
"I'm just trying to see it from her point of view."
"Well stop. Alright? I need to call her and if she doesn't pick up, I'll go to her house."
"She live in Florida, man."
"I know that, Rollins."
"Rollins? Ok, I know you're mad so I'm going down to the lobby. If you need me, call." I watch as Colby walks out, closing the door behind him. I dial Saraya's number.
"Hello?"
"Saraya, can we talk?"
"Umm, yeah. Of course. My hotel room number is 316."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome." I hang up and I head to her hotel room.
"Saraya, it's me. Can you open up?" The door opens and Saraya is standing there, a smile on her face. She looked amazing.
"Are you just gonna stand there and stare or are you gonna come in?"
"I don't mind the staring but I'll come in." She laughs and steps aside to allow me in.
"Thanks." We head to the couch and sit down.
"Before you start, Jon, I have a few things I want to say first. I love you. I always have and to be honest, I always will. I want to choke you and beat you up but after, I wanna see if you're alright and pick you up off the ground. I want to kiss you but slap you after and then kiss where I slapped. I want to beat you up so bad that you feel the pain I went through when you kissed Renee and Tenille told me. I want to pick you up off the ground and drag you to the hospital to get you healed like Colby did to me. He helped me but he's in love with Tenille and I'm in love with you. I always have been. I always will be."
"Saraya. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for being such a douchebag to you. I'm sorry for causing you so much and so much grief and I'm sorry I wasn't there to pick you up when I caused you the pain. I'm sorry for kissing Renee. I regret that. You are the only girl I could ever love. I couldn't love Renee. I couldn't love anyone as much as I love you. I was so proud of my baby girl when you beat AJ Lee on you debut in the WWE and became Divas champ. I was proud of you when you beat Naomi to retain your title at Battle Ground. I was scared for you when you went against Brie Bella in that title match and Kane came from underneath the canvas. I was sad for you when AJ beat you and became the Divas champ again. I was happy when you joined the SHIELD - albeit for a short amount of time - and you defeated AJ for the Divas championship on your birthday. I was proud of you for beating the surgery and going through hell when Colby curbstomped your face into the briefcase and your skull had to be reconstructed. I love you. Please give me one more chance and if I fuck it up, you can chop off my balls."
"Chop off your balls?"
"Yes, but don't think about that too much." She laughs and stares into my eyes.
"I will give you one more chance, Mr. Good. And if you fuck it up, those balls are off."
"Which means I won't be able I start a family."
"You were thinking about starting a family?"
"Yeah, in the future." She smiles and kisses my lips. I place my hands on her cheeks - on her face - and she places her arms around my neck.
She pulls away. "I love you."
"I love you too."