A New Paige

Still In Love

January 5
Paige:

I lock in the PTO on Alicia Fox until she taps. I drop her on her face and motion for a mic.
I kneel down beside her, my foot on her hair so she couldn't get up, "I hope you're happy. I really do. You have the world, you don't have to worry about anyone hurting you because you have Barrett and Tom to protect you but when you speared me, no one was out here to protect me. You killed my baby. You're a killer and I could never forgive you for that." I throw the mic at her head and I slip out of the ring and towards the back.

I push past the Superstars, ignoring them calling my name. I grab my suitcases and walk out of the arena and towards my car. I pack the suitcases in the back and slam the trunk closed. I drive towards the hotel.
I hop out, grabbing my things and heading towards my hotel room. I throw the things on the bed, changing into my workout gear and grabbing headphones and phone. I walk down to the gym and place the headphones over my ears.
I begin to punch and kick the punching bag vigorously. I land a spinning kick and then I go back to punching the bag.
A hand is placed on my shoulder and I whip around. Victoria was standing there.
"What do you want!? You've made me lose my baby, what more do you want!?" I yell at her.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know your pregnancy was high risk. Please Saraya, I'm pleading for your forgiveness. No one told me about the high risk. Please Saraya, I'm sorry." Tears streamed down both of our faces as I pull her towards me and hug her. She hugs me back and we stand there, crying on each other's shoulders.

I open the hotel room door, unwrapping the tape from my hands and throwing it in the trash. I shower and change into sweats and a tank top. I cuddle under the blankets with a pillow and begin crying again.
"Saraya?" Jon's voice echoes throughout the room but I just keep crying.
The bed dips and a pair of arms wrap around me and pull me up. "I found her." I open my eyes to see a pair of brown ones looking down at me.
"Colby?"
"Hey, Saraya."
"What are you doing here? Where's Jon?" His smile falters a bit.
"He's pacing in the living room. He's been worried about you lately, you've been crying a lot."
"I lost a baby, dammit!" I scream and roll out of his arms, landing on my feet. "You'd be crying your eyes out too if you lost your child! But Jon hasn't because he doesn't care!"
"I don't?"
"No! You don't! If you did, you would be grieving but you're not, all you care about is that your stupid feud with Bray Wyatt is coming to an end."
"Maybe I'm dealing with it differently than you are!" He yells back.
"Yeah, right. You gonna go back to drinking your life away? Remember who was there to pull you out of that mess?"
"Yeah, Colby and Leati because you didn't give a damn." He snarls out. I slap him, his head snaps to the side and his hand was over his cheek in a flash. He looks back at me in shock but I turn around and book it down the halls.
I look behind me to see if anyone was there and I pound on AJ's door. She opens it, still yawning until she saw me.
"Paige? What are you doing here?"
"I need a place to sleep tonight."
"Oh, alright. C'mon in."
"Thanks, AJ."
"Anytime cupcake."

I open my eyes, blinking away the sleep as I sit up and stretch. I noticed bruises lined my arms and I look towards the door. Colby, Jon and AJ were standing there. AJ looks at me and smiles.
"Morning sleepyhead." I get up and run into Jon's arms.
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright." He kisses the top of my head.

Colby/Seth:
I look at Saraya and Jon and envy and jealousy fills me.

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
This is so wrong
I can't go on
Till you believe
That that should be me.

I open the door and slam it shut. I walk down the halls to my hotel room. I open the door and slam it shut. Leati looks up at me.
"You alright?"
"I need a drink."
"Dude, it's 2 in the afternoon."
"I don't care. I want a drink." I open the fridge and grab a can of beer. I pour it into a glass and take a swig. "I let her go."
"Who?"
"Saraya."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I'm still in love with her."
"Colby, for how long?"
"Three years. Back in FCW. She was - and still is so gorgeous and now she's going to marry him! Did you know what he told her yesterday? He told her she didn't give a damn about him!" I take another drink. "And now she said sorry and he didn't! He didn't apologize!" I take another drink and look at Leati. "I still love Saraya."