˙oʇıɔǝʌɐnS ; Kyle Kuzma

• THIRTY-SEVEN •

One Month Later

I was currently in a hotel room cooking in the kitchen dancing as I cooked, EZ and Messiah watch me while they sit on their high chairs.

As I clap they clap with me I smile kneeling down saying "you guys were such good boys for mommy today"

Siah laughs shoving his hands in his mouth as EZ bangs on the table, they made today easy for me. We've been on tour together and they've been phenomenal today during sound check they didn't cry, they weren't fussy what so ever they just watched intently.

I hear the front door open and I know it's Kyle it's been three days since they'd seen him I knew they were gonna get excited. I spot Kyle he drops his duffel bag walking into the kitchen he says "my boys"

He picks them both up carrying them replying "Hey mamas"

I smile as he kisses my cheek then tells me "I missed you guys so much"

I respond "you flew out right after the game"

Kyle nods saying "yeah I mean, since I'm injured I didn't have to shower or anything I just grabbed my bag and dipped out"

He goes to the living room laying down on the rug with them he replies "it smells Devine babe"

I tell him "I'm just making us some dinner, hope your excited for teriyaki chicken and rice"

Kyle responds "woohee baby that the goods right there"

I walk over holding a bowl asking "you wanna feed the babies"?

He nods saying "so what they having today"?

I answer "apricots with banana and some cinnamon"

Kyle replies "oh yeah mommas pulling out the big guns tonight"

I hand him the bowl, then I come back thirty mins later with our bowls of food, I hand him his sitting down beside me. Kyle grabs my waist having me sit in his lap he tells me "nothing's changed right, they're still one the same schedule, and they haven't started walking or done anything new right"

I respond "no baby you haven't missed any milestones"

He exhales saying "thank god"

Siah starts getting fussy I quickly finish my food  picking him up I kiss his forehead replying "it's all good bubba"

I hold him against my chest leaning against the couch Kyle hugs me telling me "we're gonna be home for Halloween right"?

I nod responding "yeah it's gonna be their first Halloween, I think it's important for the boys to spend it with their cousins, plus our parents would love to see them"

Kyle picks up EZ saying "that's great, that means we can go to Kylies party"

I nod replying "I promised her and I also promised we'd take the boys trick or treating with Stormi for a little bit"

He tells me "any costume ideas"?

I respond "either something from grease or we can be zookeepers then the boys can be an elephant and a lion"

Kyle says "I like the second one"

I reply "what do you think you wanna be for the party"?

He tells me "Blueface"

I look at him disgusted responding "eww"

Kyle laughs saying "I'm gonna get disrespectful in that costume"

I reply "no, can't you be anything else"

He tells me "it's perfect"

I respond "cover EZ's ears"

I cover Siah ears, as soon as he covers EZ's ears, I say to him "I'm not fucking your dressed as blue face"

Kyle laughs replying "okay since your getting all judgy what's your "awesome" custome gonna be, it's probably LAME"

I smile telling him "I'm gonna be a Victoria Secret Angel"

Kyle scoffs then responds "you know what okay mommas that's hot"

I laugh getting up, I say to him "come on let's get to bed"

I sit in bed in my pajamas as Kyle lays down the boys in their bassinet, he hops into bed with me replying "you've been keeping them sleeping in the bassinet right"

I smile really big as he sighs telling me "we wanna get them used to their own space, that way when we're home they can sleep in their room without crying"

I respond "it's hard for me I'm not strong like you"

Kyle lays down next to me saying "they're gonna be mommas boys"

I reply "they already are"

Kyle laughs grabbing my thigh placing it on his waist, he tells me "can't argue with you there, I was wondering.......... *clears throat* how revealing is this costume gonna be"

Kyle never tells me what I should and shouldn't wear, I went from having little confidence to having all the confidence and he was a big part of that. He continues "it's just, you know your the love of my life, I love your body but I'd like to not beat the fuck out of someone, you get hit on a lot you know, and your my wife so it's just a lot for me to handle sometimes, just always having to restrain myself "

I nod responding "I mean I'm gonna be a Victoria secret angel babe, that kinda involves skin you know, that all apart of my brand"

Kyle exhales saying "I know your like this sex icon"

I cut him off replying "I'm more than that"

He tells me "I know let me finish, your an artist, a mother, and my better half but I don't know, I'm jealous, I feel like I'm sharing you with the world"

I respond "we're first, our family, you, your first aside from our babies, your name is literally tattooed on my ring finger"

Kyle smiles says "I know I'm just selfish when it comes to you"

I blush whispering "so selfish"

He nods kissing me I hold onto his cheek replying "now there's something else I've really gotta tell you, and judging by this convo I should tell you now"

Kyle places his hand up my shirt resting it on my rib cage he tells me "spill mamas"

I respond "we'll playboy invited me to do a shoot"

It was silent for a cool minute I smile kissing him again as he says "mmmmmm, cover"

I reply "nothing less for the greatest"

He asks "well what's like the inspiration, or spread gonna be"

I kiss him answering "hmmm, well we haven't decided on one direction yet but we have a title or name shall o say"

Kyle tells me "well your hyping it up, you've gotta let me know now what it's gonna be called"

I respond "I wish I could do a dramatic drum roll but the boys are sleeping"

He smiles squeezing my hip saying "let it out"

I reply "it's gonna be called ...... Selena by Kyle"

Kyle exhales telling me "I love it"