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jk I just want to rant

Idk if I'm over reacting I'll let y'all judge that but....my mother yells at me and my siblings every time want us to clean her house. So this whole week but EVERY FREAKING DAY IT GETS MESSED UP AND I HAVE TO FUCKING CLEAN IT UP .....BY MYSELF!!!

And I'm getting annoyed but everyones just saying I'm over reacting and I kind of feel irritated because I freaking slay the freaking house

Another thing is my mom just stays in the room with her doors closed with her dumbass annoying boyfriend who legit doesn't do shit but complain with his annoying ass voice. Like I'm your daughter not your slave.

I just can't I feel like I'm at my breaking point. Like legit as I write this I'm legit crying because i can't tell anyone this because everyone thinks I'm over reacting.

But if I were to stay in my room she'll be quick to tell me how I need to do something with my life

I also have a bunch of mental things wrong with me that I can't even explain. Like how I hate being in the presence of adults like if there is more than one adult in the room im very uncomfortable or I won't even come out my room.but if there is a person my age im not as nervous.i also have a heard time talking about myself with people.like if I'm feeling some type of way I won't tell anyone.and my dad always gets on me about that and tells me to talk to him and not keep secrets.but I can't, I legit can't it's just hard for me and he doesn't understand that. Honesty I don't think I'll ever be comfortable talking about my self.

I just honestly don't know what to do. There's so much going on and I just cant. I don't want to talk to anyone, I just want to stay in my room for the rest of my life

Well that's my rant. I don't even think I'm going to post this I'm just writing this to rant but I hope you guys are doing well

Bre