Ottawa (Completed)

Ottawa

We went to the competition but my spirits broken after me and hunter had split i really did like gorden so much that willows Sire is actually not that grullo stallion it is Gorden i am the only one that knows this apart from gorden but he is gone. Jamie led me into the arena the jumps all set up and heaps of people watching "Jamie and his horse Isabella" the announcer called out through the loud huge speakers he mounted me before we galloped towards the first jump music played through the speakers as we did what we trained for "Don't give up won't give up don't give up no, no, no don't give up i won't give up don't give up no, no, no i'm free to be the greatest time alive, i'm free to be the greatest here tonight the greatest, the greatest, alive, the greatest, the greatest, alive" i jumped the poles with ease before jumping others i knew i needed to prove myself worthy of first place but with my spirit broken i had to step up my pride with that putting effort in my every movement trying my hardest to do my best. we finished the competition tired and sweaty every person and their horse lined up side by side while they announced the winners "we will announce from last to first" the lady said as she stood up opening a letter "alrighty lets get started by the riders Jay, Kayle, Pete, Lily, Skyler, Hayden, Ben, Phillip, Nina and last of all Jamie, so congratulations Jamie and Isabella" she said clapping while Jamie became really happy "Hold on please bring that horse up here" she said and came down from her stage Jamie brought me over she reached a hand out to my muzzle i aloud and she smelt familiar giving me pats "she looks like someone i know" she said looking me over "my god she has the same marking as lotta, Rosetta come take a look at this" she said gesturing at a young woman holding a baby she came over and took a look her eyes widened "Lotta?" she said looking me in the eyes my ears perked up and i nuzzled her hand "how!?, young man where did you find this horse?" she asked "she was in a wild herd and the western people captured her selling her to us at 1,200" he said as he pat my side while holding the reins in his other hand "She is worth 7,000 and she is my daughters horse!" she half yelled "Where is Archer and Lucky!?" rosetta yelled at him "her foal" she added "i'm sorry but i am not familiar with her family and we have to go now" he said as he tugged me along, i looked back at them rosetta clearly upset i recognized the other woman she was Rosetta's best friend kyle "Wait!?" rosetta called out running to us, he stopped letting her speak "what if i paid a high price would you let me buy her?" she asked in a soft tone i could see tears building up "why don't we talk not in front of the crowd" he said gesturing to the people watching in amusement "okey" she said and we headed off i trailed behind them "you know she had a foal not that long ago?" he smiled "What really!?" she squealed in excitement "yeah she is a real cutie" he chuckled she was in awe "cute baby" he complimented "yeah she reminds me of her daddy, but he left.." she said as the little infant giggled pointing at me "oh sorry to hear that.." he replied he looked like he felt sorry for her i pushed my muzzle on his side hard making him get closer to him a blush slowly rising on their faces a crimson red once i thought about it she is like 17 and he is 18 so they are a match hehehe i will get them together i yanked at the reins getting the out off his hand then bolting for the exit they where panicking to keep them on their toes i ran out onto a path i didn't know what it was but it was a dark color with white stripes down the center and on the sides my hoofs clapping on the path "STOP!" they screamed when i could hear a horn i recognized it
Flash Back
the trailer flipped multiple times as we where tied down the loud racket piercing my ears.
End of Flash Back
my heart raced and my adrenalin pumped i didn't look back i pelted my feet through the earth not caring where i went i just wanted to be away from the sound i ran into a crowd the people looked frightened, as my mouth frothed my eyes showed their whites my feet striking my muscles tense the leather on my face and the leather on my girth was irritating making it only worse.
Was i damaged by this sound, it hurt me deeply, what if i was taking a walk in the park with them and the sound rang what would happen, they would send me away, they wouldn't love me, what if nobody loves me
the thoughts rang through my head clouding my mind i was irritated, frustrated, angry but deep down scared. i pelted my feet once again but i knew this path like the back of my hoof the path seemed to beckon me offering light, warmth, care and internal happiness i galloped down it for miles and miles till it was at a town i realized where i was and bolted down the path but something caught my eye a road that brought great sadness to me i walked over to the spot i stopped once i was near it a few strands of brown hair layed on the ground i recognized the sent it was Gorden!? this was where he died, there was a pang of sadness in my heart my knees gave way i layed down on the ground the great sadness taking over me Why should i live without him nobody loves me nobody cares they just use me for fame and wealth goodbye willow goodbye archer goodbye lucky goodbye hunter goodbye quinn goodbye all my old friend's and goodbye to this earth that has held my soul and body for quite some years some bad some good please this be the end off my suffering and break downs i am just a broken soul needing love. After a while of laying on the hard ground i felt someone poking and prodding me with something i snorted as if to tell them to go away but they continued i opened my eyes to see a child standing there poking me with a stick "There you are!" i heard someone trying to catch their breath i lifted my head and Jamie was standing there angry at me he whipped my hind my yelped then quickly scrambled to my feet he grabbed my reins "right you want to run lets run then!" he said anger still in his voice putting the reins over my head a foot in the stir up swinging his other leg over before whipping me into action pressuring me into a fast gallop not letting me slow down at all he steer me into the direction of a low barbed metal fence urging me to jump it but i failed horribly when i tried to jump it i was to slow to react properly my front legs got tangled in the sharp wire my back legs where pierced by the metal spikes Jamie was flung on impact but his fate was fatal he was impaled by another side of the fence straight through the chest but his death only took 14 seconds while i'm still here kicking and screaming in pain vets where called soon after but just as they arrived the fence gave way and i was released from it bolting away blood trickling down my legs and my forelegs got more tangled making me trip and fall struggling around i wished so bad for my suffering to end they approached slowly once i had stopped struggling a bit with wire cutters clipping the pain away from me i rolled onto my side as she looked me over "its going to be okey" she said calmly as she felt my leg a man came over with a needle "the only way Cath is to put her out of her pain" he said sadly she grabbed the needle from him then lent over me moving my mane away to reveal my neck i let out a light whinny i was out of energy in pain and mentally broken "Wait" someone called out as she approached "ill be willing to take her in to my recovery program" she said as she kneeled down next to me "she is in pain.." the other lady said as she lowered the needle "nothing pain meds wont help, plus this will give her a new lease on life" she said as she stroked my side "alright lets talk" she said as she stood up and they walked away from me chatting soon walking back she grabbed a different needle a smile on her face this time as she injected it it stung then i started getting drowsy before blanking out.