loren's pov
i woke up, my head on .. mattia's chest? how did- never mind. i try to get up but he insists that i don't.
"stay here, no one else is awake yet," mattia says.
"i can't get back to sleep though, are you sure?" i hesitantly asked.
"of course, just lay down." and so i did. not too shortly after some of the others were waking up and moving around. i pretended to be asleep because i didn't want to have that conversation. around five minutes later i thought it was a good time to get up since everyone had left the room.
"big boy mattia, riiiseee and shiiineee!" i sang in my beyonce, grammy award winning voice, or whateva.
"five more minutes?" he asked whilst pulling me back down and landing a peck on my forehead.
"no let's get up" i started to get up when i looked at mattia's black t-shirt which was now white.
"oh my god.. i'm so sorry" i was beyond embarrassed whilst he looked confused.
"my face is on your shirt," he looked down onto his makeup stained shirt. there was a pause which was abruptly interrupted by laughter. he assured me it was fine. it wasn't fine 😔
"i'm going to wash my face," i told mattia.
"i'm going to borrow one of alejandro's tops." he began to laugh.
i made my way out of 'the hang' and into the kitchen.
"alejandro do you happen to have any make-up wipes?" i asked. everyone stared at me blankly.
"um, no?" he replied.
"no worries." i said as i made my way to the bathroom. i nearly screamed at my reflection. why i look like that??? why did no one tell me?😔😔i was ready to end it all there and then. instead i washed my disgusting face and tied my hair into a messy bun. wow i really am a tumblr aesthetic i thought to myself.
i made my way out of the bathroom and sat beside mattia in the kitchen. we were all in conversation watching arya make pancakes. they were my favourite but i wasn't feeling it today.
"do you want to go to mcdonald's?" i whispered to mattia.
"i'm down." he whispered back.
arya gestured us to the pancakes to which i replied we're going to get mcnuggets. this took arya by surprise... i didn't mean for it to end like this. the look of utter sadness on her face when i said i was cheating on her pancakes. i could never describe the pit in my stomach, the emotions i went through in that split second. the tension was thick. the atmosphere was like that awkward dinner scene in shrek. me being shrek and arya being the king. sadly there was no donkey in sight even if aurelia did look like one... i had no other choice, i had to go my own way.
mattia and i left in an uber to my house so i could change my clothes and take my car to mcdonald's. we were greeted with my brother when we entered my house.
"loren!! and some guy i've never met before hi!" mason said cheerfully.. too much sugar for breakfast.
"mattia this is mason, mason this is mattia," i explained.
"hi nice to meet you," mattia said.
"nice to meet you too," he replied directly to mattia.
"how long you gonna stay here for the game's on soon?" mason questioned me.
"we're only going-" i began.
"england versus italy?" mattia interrupted me.
"yeah man are you watching it to?" mason replied. there i was stood in between two alpha males talking about soccer which i couldn't relate to in the slightest.
"hello? mattia! mcdonalds!?" i said agitated and walked up the stairs dragging him with me. some people are so selfish 🙄
"stay here i'll get changed in the bathroom," i told him and walked off. i put on some leggings and an oversized t-shirt, at least i was comfortable. i left the bathroom to find and empty bedroom. i walked down the stairs annoyed.
"i leave for two minutes and you've already disappeared, how?" i said with my arms crossed.
"sorry i had to get your brother's number we're going to watch the game later," he said frantically. TWO minutes and he's best friends with my brother.
"whatever, i want chicken nuggets."
after getting my nuggets i drove us back to alejandro's house in my jeep because i was going to hang out with them before the game started. i was annoyed just thinking about it.
we made our way into alejandro's living room where we were greeted with roshaun, alvaro and alejandro. we got alvaro the big mac he wanted, i hoped that this was his cure for all the twitching he's been doing.
the conversation switched to tik tok and the boys checked on how well i was doing.
"we're going to film one all together, we'll do some like transitions or something and i'll tag you" i explained giving them free promo like the good-natured person i am. i love doing charity work. we had to reshoot it at least twenty times because roshaun wanted to wear a wig and alvaro wanted to do the 'slatt'. these people are crazy. after we finished we talked until i was going to home just before their game. i hugged everyone goodbye and as if on cue the knock at the door was my brother going to watch the soccer game with them. i left that house ANNOYED.
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