I wasn't feeling well lately and then I remembered that I didn't get my period yet. And the only thing that came to my mind was that moment when that disgusting guy raped me. I decided to take a test just to be sure. I'm 19 I can't be pregnant... right?
I decided to not tell Jaemin, I didn't want to worry him. Well even If I will be pregnant I will have to do an abortion anyway I don't want to give birth to the baby that was made because of me being raped.
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Shit.
What am I gonna tell Jaemin. No matter what he will tell me I will do an abortion. I can't have this baby. It's not Jaemin's. I can't do that to him. I will do it as soon as I can.
