Symptoms Of Love

Chapter 19- uncertainty!

Not that I care about her or anything, it's just that she was with me (initially) and making sure she is back on time and safe is kind of my responsibility.

She isn't back yet, it's almost 3 pm. I didn't want to text Alan, he might end up getting some funny ideas.

First I was waiting inside, but then I thought Lee will definitely try to make zero sound when she arrives. That is why I decided to wait outside, causally pretending that I was just there for fresh air.

The elevator made a 'ting' sound, even though I wanted to act casual, my eyes landed on the elevator waiting for it to open. Lee came out, behind her Alan was standing. They said their goodbyes to each, Alan headed his way, and Lee was walking towards me. I knew for a fact that she will just ignore me and walked into her room, because that's how she is.

I was wrong.

She stopped right in front of me, to be really honest, I did not see this coming.

"Excuse me, Ray. May I have a word with you" She said in a very formal tone.

Did she really say 'excuse me!'.

I just turned towards her, and raised my eyebrow questioning her.

"I am sorry, I have been a bother to you. I have decided for both our benefits, that you need not worry about my studies from now on. I will take care of it. However don't worry our Initial deal will still remain. Bye ." She was as cold as ice, accompanying with a smile.

She will take care of it? How?

Without thinking much, I say, " You will fail, you know. You need me to get you through exams."

Her cold smile cracked, but she continued to maintain her cool.

" Thanks for your concern, but Alan senpai will be replacing you. He will teach me from now onwards."

Replace? Me?

I just told Alan to feed her and drop her. Who the fuck asked him for extra favors.

"If you are done, I shall head back to my room. I had a long day, bye."

I was getting this uneasy frustrating feeling all over my body. I wanted to say something, nothing came out of my mouth.

Today, after a long time was the day I had felt closest to being a normal teen. Chilling, studying and eating. No politics, nothing. The further she walked away the angrier I got.

I wanted to say something, anything, and the words that came out of my mouth were, "how lame!"

Saying that, I went back to my room. She surely must have heard it.

I don't know for the first time in forever, what the hell was going on! I just felt so angry.

The closest assumption I could come up with related to why I was feeling like this was, maybe I feel irritated because she thinks she found a better person at teaching. This has got to be it. How naive.

To distract myself, I started scrolling randomly my phone. Until I noticed a long paragraph on someone's post. I read it, it didn't make sense, but for some reason I saved it. I had a feeling I will need it later on.

I am sure that amnesty Lee is playing some kind of a game, but if she is playing a game I was in for a tournament.

First things first, I had to meet Alan ASAP. I went to his room, to clear things out, to know what he was actually up to. He is not the one who does charity, then why?

" Is everything fine?" Alan asked inviting me inside.

I directly cut to the chase, " Did you offer to teach Amnesty lee, if yes then why."

"Yes, I thought this would reduce the workload you have. Looking at the fact that student council declarations are coming soon. Plus I am happy to help her out, she is a nice girl and...."

" Listen! At Odin's I know that everyone is fully aware that I absolutely hate when people start meddling in my business. Well what's done is done, I hope you keep this in mind the next time." I cut him off.

Before leaving I pushed in one more instruction, " Make sure you fulfill what you have promised."

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Guys here is what Reeve read:-

"one day you'll meet a girl who will talk about the world as if she's lived a thousand lives and she'll see things in such a different perspective that you'll question everything you know. she'll describe things in words you've never heard but they sound so beautiful coming out of her mouth that you'll look them up and start using them yourself. she'll be curious and have the wonder of a child and the phrase "curiosity killed the cat" will take on a new meaning when people tell her things she doesn't wanna hear and it makes her heart break in half so you end up holding her and picking up the pieces. she'll bring out the passion in you that no one knew you had and she'll make you feel something you've never felt. she'll hide her face when you see her with her hair up and no makeup and your voice will catch in your throat because she looks like the most beautiful woman in the world. she'll act a little crazy and ignite a fire in your bones that burns so bad it makes you want to run for your life. Don't. Don't you fucking dare.

Stare at her even if she's so bright it burns, hold her close even though you're terrified that if you touch her in a wrong way she'll break. Kiss her so hard that you see stars, trace the scars that litter her body, do not let her be ashamed. She makes you feel vulnerable, and it will scare the living hell out of you. You're not used to being out of control, let the new experience teach you lessons. It won't make you a hero to leave because you think you'll break her, you are doing her no favors by killing something that hasn't yet been brought to life. So do not run. Do not run away from what scares you because you have the potential to be so much more than a coward who breaks her heart. Love her for as long as the universe allows, because if you don't I swear you'll regret it."

UNKNOWN SOURCE

GUYS I HAD READ THIS ON A SOME SITE LONG TIME BACK. THIS WAS WHEN I WAS FRAMING ' REEVE AND AMNESTY' IN MY HEAD. WHEN I READ THIS IT PORTRAYED EVERYTHING THAT I HAD IMAGINED FOR THEM.

WHEN I READ IT, I WAS LIKE... MY GOD THIS IS AMNESTY AND REEVE.

ONE PERSON CONTROLLING AND CALCULATING, THE OTHER A PURE WILD SOUL.