JJBA One-Shots Because Yes. (And Other Things...)

Joseph x Depressed!Reader: Suprise.

(This is the 19 year old Joseph btw. Also, there's some suicidal thought stuff in here, so VDA.)

"C'mon (Y/n)! Just try! At least a little bit!" Lisa Lisa said, pointing to a body of water. Your task was to get in there, and try to stand on top of the water without falling in. You just sighed. You found no point in what your coach was trying to do. You knew that she had noticed your change in behavior. You started to become, less extroverted ever since Joseph left. Lisa Lisa did everything she could since then, to put a smile on your face. Nothing ever worked though. Joseph wasn't in need of Lisa Lisa's help for training anymore, so he decided to go explore the world... Well, he also left because of the fact that Suzie Q had rejected his feelings towards her, so he couldn't bare to be around her.. it would make him too sad. 

You felt a sort of hatred towards Suzie for this. 'How could someone not fall in love with that adorable face of his?' Ever since he left... you've never been motivated to do anything. Eat, drink, get out of bed, none of it seemed to have any purpose to your life anymore. The days, turned to weeks; weeks to months; and the months into an entire year without seeing Joseph again. You thought of yourself as selfish for wanting to just see him, have him all to yourself, but at the same time, you felt like you would always burst into tears every time you thought about him. You were snapped out of your thoughts as you heard someone clear their throat. "Ms. Lisa Lisa, someone is here to see you," the person said. You just scoffed under your breath as you headed out of the room, and to your own. 

You opened the door to your room, and as soon as you got in there, you nearly slammed it shut. You never liked it when people came over after Joseph left, because you knew it wouldn't be him. You flopped onto your bed, and buried your head into your pillow. Before you knew it, you were already trying to choke back sobs. You just couldn't stop thinking about him, and you didn't know why. You began to be unable to handle to sadness you were feeling about this particular situation. You sat up in your bed, and looked over at the balcony outside of your room. You thought about going over to it, maybe hopping over the railing, and just letting yourself fall. You seemed to be pursuing your actions without fully realizing it. Well, you didn't fully realize it until you started to put your right leg over the railing. 

'This is it...,' you thought. 'There's no turning back.' Just then, you heard a voice call out to you from behind. "(Y/N)!" the voice said. All you did was turn your head, a look of lifelessness on your face. But then, you realized who it was; Joseph. He ran over to you, pulling you back from the railing. Your eyes widened. "J-Joseph?" you said. He didn't reply, he just hugged you tightly, as if to make sure you didn't go running to the balcony again. When he stopped hugging you, you saw that he was crying. "Wh-..?" you began to say. "I was going to suprise you... I had no idea that you were going to try to do something like that to yourself," he said. It was your turn to cry. You buried your face in his chest, letting it all out. "I-I just.. I just missed you so much Joseph! I couldn't take it anymore! I was sure that I would never see you again!" you exclaimed.

He stroked your hair, and whispered sweet nothings to you as you cried. He then lifted your chin up, and placed a small kiss on your lips. Your face went beet red. 

"Let's just... Let's be glad that I came here when I did, okay?"