JJBA One-Shots Because Yes. (And Other Things...)

Jotaro x Depressed/Bullied! Reader: Care

Requested by: @Thot_DioBrando (thank you for giving me an idea     -^-)

(warning: There is going to be self harm included, and suicidal thoughts and actions, so, VDA)

You sighed, and grabbed your backpack, leaving your house to go to school. You hated school, and not in the way that everyone else did. You didn't hate it because it was boring or anything. You hated it because of the people. The girls who like to bully you about the way you look, or what you like to do in your spare time. They would never leave you alone. It was almost as if they pestered you as much as they did to that Jotaro guy. 

Today was a hot day, but you couldn't take your jacket off, or else everyone would see your cuts. The many, many cuts you've given yourself with your switchblade. You placed your arm on your sleeve, and squeezed it tightly, frowning. "Hey (Y/n)~!" a voice called from behind you. You turned around to see a group of girls walking your way. You started to get anxious, and ignored them, continuing tour walk as I'd they never said anything. "Hey! Don't ignore us, you bitch!" another person yelled. At that moment, you felt someone yank that collar of your shirt backwards, causing you to let out a gagging noise as you stumbled back.

You rubbed your throat, and turned around to face the girls. One of them snickered as they saw the state you were currently in."Girls, Jotaro-san isn't here yet. Looks like we can have some fun," the girl stated, pointing at you. Your eyes went wide as you realized that they were going to try to harm you. You swiftly turned around, and tried to run away. But, since you backpack was pretty heavy, it didn't take long for them to catch up with you. A few of them jumped in front of you, blocking your path. You turned around, hoping you could make an escape, but no chance. You thought you might be smart by turning to the side to try to run away, but you soon found out that they had formed a circle around you. 

"G-guys.. Please, I don't w-want any trouble," you said, backing into one of the girls. She grabbed both of your arms, preventing you from going any where. "Why're you wearing a jacket, huh? It's pretty hot outside," she muttered, prying your jacket off. You struggled as much as you could to make sure she couldn't take off your jacket, but failed as it slipped off of you and fell to the ground. Suddenly, the girls stopped what they were doing, and stared at you, wide eyed. "What the hell.." "S-she's crazy...!" "Look what she did to herself..." They all kept commenting oj your cuts, and tears started to well up in your eyes as you tried to hide your arms. They all kept talking and whispering things about you, until one girls spoke up.

"You freak! What kind of person does that, huh?!" they yelled, pointing a finger at you. The other girls nodded in agreement before they all got faces of anger. They suddenly snapped, and charged towards you. You tried to run away once again, but one of them tripped you, and you fell to the ground, right on your face. You weakly looked back up at them, blood dripping from your nose, and tears falling from your face. They smirked as they got closer, swinging one of their legs backwards. And then, they started to strike you. Pain was all you felt as they all kicked you at once, repeating the process of drawing their legs back, and swinging them forward at full force.

They did this for a good five minutes, until someone had started to yell really loudly. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING YOU BITCHES?!" the person yelled, getting closer. The girls' faces went pale as they stopped kicking you, and then their faces were suddenly painted with a bright red blush. "JOTARO!" they all yelled in unison, a love struck expression on each of their faces. 'Jotaro...? What is he doing here..?' you thought to yourself. Blood was still pouring from your body, and you felt numb. You felt the sound of someone running in your direction, until you felt an arm wrap around you gently. You winced in pain as who you assumed to be Jotaro lifted you up, carrying you bridal style as he hurried to get to the school.

"Jotaro! Where are you going?" "What are you doing with her?!" "Put her down! She's not worth your time!" That was all you could hear before the sounds started to get distant, until you could no longer hear them. "Don't pass out..," Jotaro whispered. You tried your best to stay awake, but you couldn't help but do what he said not to do, and pass out. A number of minutes later, you woke up on a bed, and sat up, trying to find out where you were. You looked around for a minute before you realized that you were in the nurse's room. You frowned as you remembered what had happened to get you here... and, who had brought you here.

You saw that no one was in the room, so you got out of the bed, and instinctively headed for the tool tray. You found that the nurse had a scalpel laying on the tray for some strange reason, and picked it up. You lay your arm down on a table, and brought the scalpel to touch your skin. You moved it to where it made a somewhat deep cut into your arm, but you didn't wince or groan, since you were still a bit numb. You continued to make more and more cuts in your arm, until you found no more room to make another. You quickly switched to your other arm, and started to cut it. You made sure it looked the same as your other arm, and paused for a moment whenever you were done.

'Maybe I should do it...,' you started thinking to yourself. You slowly raised the scalpel to your chest, keeping it there for a minute before you started it bring it closer. The scalpel was only a few centimeters away from your chest, when you heard the door to the room you were in slide open. You didn't love though. Even though you wanted to, you didn't move. You expected a nurse to walk in, but to your surprise, it was actually Jotaro. His eyes widened as he saw what you were about to do, and he rushed over to take the scalpel away from you, which he did. He snatched it out of your hand, and threw it to the ground.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" he exclaimed, pointing a finger at you. You were unable to speak for a moment "I..." You paused. You looked closely at him, and saw that his expression looked.... hurt..? You stared at him for a minute before he walked closer to you. He did what you never thought he would do to any girls or any human being for that matter, and pulled you into a hug. You kept your arms by your side because you were so shocked. He stayed like that for a while before pulling away, a sad look on his face. "(Y/n), don't do this to yourself," he stated, placing a hand on your cheek. You were even more surprised at the fact that he actually knew your name.

You stayed silent, and waited for him to keep speaking. "I know I haven't actually talked to you before, but..," he started. "Well, I'm not trying to sound creepy or anything, but I've always watched you from afar, and for some reason, it's always made me sad... to see how alone you've been," he finished, looking at the ground. Your eyes went wide. You felt like you were starting to understand what he was saying, and it made your heart warm. "Jotaro... I don't know w-what to say... No one's ever told me that before," you said, tears starting to form in your eyes. He smiled, something you've never seen him do before. "You don't need to say anything..," he mumbled.

At that moment, he leaned down a bit, and connected his lips with yours. Your eyes were even wider now as you melted into the kiss, not wanting it to end. He pulled away from the kiss, and stared into your eyes.

"(Y/n), I just want you to feel cared about," he stated, placing his forehead against yours.