„Wow. Mattia is a real asshole for that." Elena says, dropping her jaw.
I stay silent and watch her eyes travel to Hector.„But... is there something you feel for Hector?" Elena asks nosey.
„To be honest. I don't know exactly. My head is foggy and I can't think clear."
„And Mattia? Do you still want to be with him?"
„I was lucky having him but what he did to me, was too much."
I know exactly that I don't want to see him anymore.Elenas phone rings and she stands up letting me know she will be right back.
I nod and look to the boys that are playing some video games.
I look at my phone, hoping there's a message-
Stop. I-need-to-stop.
To be honest I don't want to disturb them that's why I open my instagram but to my misfortune the whole page is full of videos from me and Mattia.
Wow a lot of people ship us together because the most of vids are some couple edits.
These videos making me want to cry and my soul is screaming for help.
I decide to get myself 'tik tok' and search for Mattia's profile.
Stop. Stop. Stop.
But wait...
What? 1.3M followers? Wow.
I looked through his page and see some videos where he does some weird dances with the whole gang and the last one is him crying. Just when I'm about to close this app I barely forget how to breathe.
A video pops on my screen, it's from us and the caption says 'its official now❤️'. It's the video where he asks me to be his 'girlfriend' Why didn't he delete it?
My heart sinks and I close my phone, deleting tik tok again. I've seen enough.
I can't torture myself all the time.
‚it's official now'...
I stare at the floor. Did he have to do this? Everything could be okay now. I could be in his arms now instead of being here.
I grab my phone again and storm out of the room to find a calm place to cry.
Cry the shit out of me until I finally don't have to feel this kind of pain anymore.A knock on the door wants me to scream. I swear if this is Hector...
I open the door to find Vallyk standing in front of me.
Oh.„Is everything okay? I saw you storming out." He asks concerned.
„Yes I'm fine." I try not to look in his eyes.
„Should I call Elena?"
„No. It's okay I just want to be on my own a little. But thank you."
Vallyk nods in understanding and stroke my arm slightly. When he closes the door I sit on the floor and open Instagram again. My nerves are tangled up like Chinese noodles and I can't help myself but throw my phone against the wall. I breath heavily and my eyes feel heavy. I make myself comfortable on the floor and I don't know how but I fall asleep with wet eyes.————
„Get the fuck out of here!" A loud scream make me wake up harsh and I try to stand up but all I see right know is black. I focus again, looking for the door and when I finally reach it, I head down stairs.„Let me in!" I hear another voice
shouting back.„No! Now get the fuck out of here!" Hector tries to close the door.
My eyes travel to Elena, she's standing in the corner with her hands on front of her mouth. I glance to her and she looks back to the door.
Who the fuck is that?„If you touched her, I swear-"
„What?! What will you do?! You don't even know if I get in her pants!" As soon as Hectors finishes, his face travel to my direction and a tall good looking- wait it's Mattia. He's able to storm in.
What in the name of jesus fucking Christ????
What the hell is he doing here?Hector grabs him by his shirt and tries to pull him out again.
I can't believe what I just see.
He can't stand still without bouncing back and forth.
There's no...
No. There's no fucking way he is drunk.„y/n please!" Mattia shouts, trying to loose the grip.
I take a step back and stumble over a flight of stairs.
„Fuck off!" I watch Hector nudge him and he falls to the ground.
I can't move. I stand still, not knowing what the hell is going on. Am I still dreaming?
„Get off of me you dick! You fucking kissed her!" Mattia screams angry trying to hit Hector but he misses.When I come back from my thoughts I see Hector punch him repeatedly. Vallyk tries to calm him down and Elena starts to panic.
I jump up and run towards them.„Hector! Get off of him." I scream dragging him back but he's too strong.
„Hector please! Don't you see he is drunk?!" I yell even louder, sobbing now.„I'll call the police if you don't stop!" Elena steps closer, crying too.
She is just as shocked as I am.Hector doesn't react. He just keeps beating him up.
Oh my god he need to stop or he will break-I hear something break and I scream for help, slapping Hector to get him off of Mattia.
„Please! Hector please!" I beg him and Elena does the same.Just when Hector is about to hit him with his fist again, Vallyk is finally able to drag him off.
I fall onto my knees to look at Mattia. My nerves are shattered and my whole body shivers.
His nose is bleeding and he coughs blood.
Oh Jesus Christ.
I feel the sandwich from earlier coming up, nevertheless I grab his face and pull him tight to my stomach, letting out a weep.
He sits up, doesn't stop coughing blood and I cry, with him in my arms.„Call an ambulance! Now!" I command and see Elenas shaky hands and try to calm Mattia down. „Everything will be fine... okay?"
„He is drunk how could you!" I want to smack him. He stares at me, sitting on a chair with Mattia's blood on his fists.
„You are not his little toy!" Hector shouts and I stare back.
„But that doesn't mean you have to beat the fuck out of him!"
What on earth was he thinking? I can feel my blood pressure raise abruptly.
When I look at Mattia he is reaching for my hand and I let that happen.„I'm so sorry." He coughs making me cry even more.
„You fucking bastard." Mattia tries to get up but I pull him back down.
„Mattia stop!" I command and Hector laughs.
What the hell is so funny????
Doesn't Hector see he is drunk? How can he be like that?
I've never expected that from someone like him but I always keep seeing the good in people and that's my vulnerability.
I grit my teeth trying to push all those thoughts and feelings away.Within 5 minutes I hear sirens outside of his house and try to calm Mattia and myself down, not letting go of Mattia's hand.
Just want thank you all again for reading this story❤️ you guys don't know how much this means to me. All your positive comments motivate me so so so much. Thank you guys and please keep reading.❤️
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