Abusive Four

Chap 4

I goarn and stand up
I'm not late it's about 5 pm and he is suppose to come home at 6 .. Why was he here

Maybe he wanted to spend time together?

Anyways I went and put my shirt back on wincing when I bended my stomach
And I decided to do dinner for him

I made him some pasta from a recipe my mother used to do in abnegation , it's plain and simple

When I'm done the smell of pasta makes me go back to the memories of my family and I start to tear up

My mother and father are dead and my brother ended up being transferred to another job across the world and I lost all communication

Once I finished the pasta I try to be extra quite and I softly knock on the door
"Come in" he replies
I instantly come put the meal on his desk and leave

Before I do he grabs my wrists
"Tris U r mine and mine only " he says
I nod quickly
He presses hard and I wince "I need words"
"Yes I'm yours all yours!" I cry out

When he was finally satisfied I got the hell out of that room
No I'm not his
Well I am but my heart isn't

I remember before the war in our fear landscapes how four helped me when he found out I was divergent
And one of my fears were intimacy
I used to have 7 fears and we got closer together and I lost that fear

I wonder if I went into my fear landscapes what would I see? 2 years past ..and I'm still stuck with him!

I got an idea and decided to go out the next chance I get

At about 7:40 four came downstairs
"I'm going outside with the guys for bowling I might come late " he says
"Oh and by the way U r good was horrible" before going out the door

Ugh whatever..its not like I want to
feed him anyways

I'm started to change and I went with my bike to hospital

I know for a fact that cancer patients get to experience the fear landscape
When the government was destroyed many people believed that they should keep some part of our old factions and that's what happens

Dauntless got to keep there fear landscapes for patients who are dying to basically grant them their fears before they die so they can experience everything they fear before they die kinda like a favour

Amity got to keep their peace serum for mental patients to help them calm down

Candor has the most helpful serum which is used in court for justice

Eurdite serum is destroyed and said to never be used again

I go to the hospital and wait in the waiting room
"Hello Where is the bathroom please?" I ask the lady in the nurse suit
"Oh sweet it's down that hallway to the right"
"Thanks"
And I darted

I went to the operating room and checked the drawers before finding a drawer full of fear serums and I found the operating room I quickly go into it

I plunge it in and I wait