Abusive Four

Chap 9

I'm watching four eat
He came home and told me to watch him eat so I can learn my lesson..

It didn't really matter to me after figuring out Christina is here
I don't have an appetite

He finishes
"Tris come with me " he says smiling devilishly

Oh god.not again.
He takes me to the bedroom he first raped me in and pushes me on the bed

He starts taking off his shirt and pants until he's completely naked and starts undressing me

I was numb and stiff and it was truly hard to hold back tears of frustration
After I'm completely nude he pushes me gently into the position he wants

He's not fooling me he's acting gentle but just like last time he will leave me in pain and depression

"U r so beautiful" he starts whispering and he began touching me all over
It was shockingly pleasant

I feel his friend poking me and I knew he's losing it
"Ugh tris" he says and inserts himself into me and thrusts gently
It was so peaceful and gentle and I felt my body being in another place

I couldn't help it and I started moaning his name
When suddenly he stops
He quickly gathers his stuff and wears them

I'm looking at him confused. Why is he doing this?
"Look forget everything that happened" he says "and don't for a second believe I meant theses things about you" he says disgustingly while looking at me

I suddenly felt sad like I have been running and running but lost eventually . I didn't realize I missed him that much and that's what hurt the most
He doesn't miss me at all

Once he left I started to weep heavily into my pillow
He used me once again and I let him i always dreamed of losing my innocence to someone I love
I thought that would be four but after all what happened I knew he wasnt the one so I kept dreamily thinking of being rescued but I lost all hope

This will end tomorrow tris ..and I know who will help me

💁💁💁💁💁NEXT DAY...💁💁💁Four already left earlier than usual probably to escape looking at me
This hurts but I remind myself today it the day

I decided to wear black because so far this was one of the riskiest thing I have done all year
I put my hair into a ponytail and go out the front door

I go to rain street and walk past the red bricked houses and decided to see which one would be Christina's house

If I was Christina where would I live? Hmm I thought I past a few normal looking houses
Until I spotted a different one

It had a statue of a little grumpy midget at the door and I completely broke out in a smile

This was Christina . At least I know she didn't change
I take a long deep breath
Get it together tris

I hear a few laughter and then the shuffling of feet
Then the door opens and I'm face to face with Christina

" hello Ya sorry but" she was fiddling with her bag until she finally looked up

"No way" I hear her mumble
Yup I feel the same way

She drops her bag and runs up to me
"Christina I miss you so much" I exclaim and I hug her tightly

"oh tris! I missed you so much" she says and I notice I was crying and so was she

"Come in" she says and we sit down
"How are u Christina " I say
"Oh tris! Amazing! I have a baby boy and I'm married to will " she says grinning

I feel happy for her but also a pang of jealousy hit me
I wanted to be like her

"What about U?" She asks
"Oh U know ..me and four are together"
"Oh that's great! " she says

"Here let me make some tea for us" she suggests

After drinking we talked a lot before I heard a buzz from my pocket

Four💬:TRIS WHERE THE F*** ARE U!!

I sigh.
"I have to go Christina"
"Oh she says glumly "

Before I walk out the door she stops me
"Tris also" she says but then she cuts her self "never mind " she says and plastered a fake smile

"Okay bye ! I will see you tomorrow !" I smile
Whatever she was about to tell me was important and I need to find out What it is