Abusive Four

Chap 7

I feel myself shaking in the dark room
He look evil.
Possessed.

I can't even get myself to speak when he starts yelling

"WHATS THE MEANING OF THIS?" He screams
"I-I'm sorry" I say sobbing

"SO NOW U MOVE ON TO MY FRIENDS??!" He roars
Oh god.

He takes his hand and slaps me hard.
But he doesn't stop there .oh no.
He starts to kick my stomach and legs until I feel like my natural skin colour is purple and blue

I'm sobbing hard and each sob is hurting my body
I look up to see him standing tall
"Get up"he says

I can't ..every muscle is tired
My body is tired of this abuse
Of this hatred

He takes his arm and punched me on the nose and I fall back again

Blood everywhere
"GET UP U WHORE"
I don't...

"THATS IT!" He screams and takes my hair roughly while jabbing his nails in my arm
"AHHHH!! PLEASE NO" I scream

My pleading isn't working ..
He takes out a blind fold for me
He tights it hard

"AHHH PLEASE.NO..P-PLEASE!" I plead harder
"SHUT UP!"
And takes another rough punch at my fragile ribs

I can't see a thing but I hear his shoe walk away
I crawl somewhere but it's all darkness

Then I bump into something hard
Since it moved in pretty sure it's s door I
go inside

It's been minutes and the blindfold is too tight to take off and then I hear a noise and I freeze.
I shrink into the wall

The door slams open causing my to stumble farther
"YOU MADE THIS HARDER
FOR U R SELF B*ITCH!" He scream

I feel him grab me outside and I'm being pushed into the cool marble floor
He takes my hand behind my back and ties it and starts tying my legs

I'm softly crying I was never tortured that much

After a long silence with all I'm seeing is darkness I feel his breath on my neck and my blood flow stops

I feel a cool metal on my skin
Then I feel a sharp sensation in my arm
"AHHHHH" I'm screaming in pain
It's a knife

He starts plunging it deeper into my arm and starts making it in different directions

"UGHH!! PLEASE I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL-" I'm cut off by another smack on my head

"SHUT UP! I DONT CARE U DECIDED ON BEING A SLUT" he screams into my ear

After another minute he's done and I'm sobbing in a pile of my own blood

But...there he is again
I feel the leather tip of his shoes on my hip and I stand up painfully on my knees

I feel something evaporating next to me and I shudder
"this is for u " he says "never disobey me tris or there will be consequences"

And then boiling water is dumbed on my bloody cut skin

"OHHH AHH " I scream
The pain is agonizing " OH F*CK! "I scream

The blind fold is taken off and I don't feel it my body is burning
The water is on my cuts and it burns
I hate him

After I lay on the cool floor my body is still numb and I try to adjust on my surrounding
I'm in the hallway across the bathroom and the marble floor is now covered with blood on top of the milky white floor

I stand up and I walk weakly to the bathroom and lean on the sink

I look horrible . My hair is messed up
I have bruises on my face and arm
My cuts are red as ever
And my entire skin is numb for the water

I look down and start crying I didn't deserve this
He doesn't deserve me
I should have a life
Sam was the only thing in my life that gave me hope and now he's gone too

I should have a life I say to my self again
But then I look up and see my shoulder

And the word mine is carved on my skin still pouring blood
I'm not escaping this monster
He's in my fear landscape now

He's worst than Marcus
If I can't escape him
I might just end my life.
Just might take away the pain.

I'm thinking before I slip on my blood and my head hits something hard..

Ah..welcome darkness
Take me away