Chap 5

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It's all dark and I'm breathing heavily waiting to see my new fears

I'm trapped , that's what I notice ..tied on a wall with tight ropes and I can't move
"This isn't Real" I whisper to myself

I slip my hand out of the ropes and run and Then the ground beneath me grows larger

It's coming toward me and its a black deep pit trying to swallow me
I'm shaking and my hands are wet from my nerves

I decide to imagine snow ...I look around and see the hole is no longer there but is covered with heavy white snow

Then I'm greeted with a room it was empty ..the floor was metal and there was only 1 window at the very top

Then out of nowhere people start to fill in ..it's crowded and so social. People start to ask me questions and I feel like my lungs are collapsing

I close my eyes with my teeth clenched ..I imagine myself melting to the ground and then I open my eyes

Now I see visions of my parents,caleb,uriah, Christina, will
"It's okay dear U have to escape that monster" my mom says

"Stay strong Beatrice" my brother says and he pulls me into a bone crushing hug ..

Then he comes.FOUR.he takes a gun and lines up all of my friends and family

He then takes his shot ..my brother first .. He hits the ground gasping for air I scream..my throat is scratchy when he starts to kill Christina

After he is done I pull my knees into me and cry I don't even notice I changed places

I'm in my room, I see four coming toward me .
"Say it tris" he says "say U love me "
"I-I" I try to speak
I'm confused .
I always tell him I love him it's not a fear

I try again "I-I" I feel my tongue and body work against me whatever four asks they disobey
"SAY U LOVE ME "
"I-I L- "
"I HATE U!" I blurt out

He stares at me before revealing a gun out of his pocket oh god...
I squeeze my eyes and I feel my heart beat rapidly

Then the trigger goes off and I wake up gasping for air
.
I'm in the operating room In the hospital

I sneak out like nothing happen
I reach my bike and go back home
Four still isn't there so I sit on my bed and rethink what I just saw

5 fears , 5 .
I'm confused but I'm sure of one thing

Not one of my fears were the same they all changed , it's like I'm a completely diffrenet person and maybe I actually am.

I'm in bed after I made sure that the living room was clean when four come out

My phone buzzes
Sam💬
•hey 😜

I smile. And quickly I text back
• heyy

Sam💬: What's up?

Oh U know just thinking about my abusive boyfriend..nah

•nothin wbu?

Sam: same ..I was thinking about U tho

My heart flutters and the butterflies in my stomachs are as alive as ever
He though about me. ABOUT .ME!

•thank u ☺️

Sam💬: Let's meet up tomorrow at the library I miss u ❤️

•me too! Sure wat about like 12:00 ? But I have to be home by 3

Sam💬: ? What do u mean by "U have to?"

uh-oh I make up a quick excuse

•uh I have a hair appointment Gtg bye

Sam💬: oh okay bye

I put my phone Im side my drawer and put my head on my pillow and stare into the roof before my phone buzzes again
I check it

Sam💬: btw U don't need any hair appointments , U r perfect 💕

And tonight was the first time in years that I went to sleep with a smile on my face

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