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They had at some point moved to the bed and Eddy was supporting himself on his arms over Brett as their lips played. The smaller man's hands were gently tangled into the taller one's hair, pulling him closer every time he tried to pull away. Eddy shifted slightly so he had one hand available to slide underneath Brett's t-shirt, moving up to tweak his nipple. Brett whimpered quietly into the kiss.
A moment later, Eddy remembered something and moved down to kiss Brett's neck gently once before pulling away slightly with a sheepish look on his face.
"I just thought of something", he breathed, cheeks slightly flushed. Brett let out a breath he realized he was holding.
"What?" he asked, feeling his nerves sneak back up on him.
"We don't have any lube or something, do we?" Eddy asked, sounding a bit unsure. Brett's face went from curious to understanding to embarrassed before pushing Eddy into the bed and reaching for the little drawer in the bedside table. He grabbed a small plastic bottle and handed it to Eddy so he could see.
"Don't fucking ask", he mumbled, too embarrassed to look at Eddy's reaction. Eddy couldn't help but breathe out quickly through his nose.
"Dude, you know I have to ask, though", he said, trying his best not to giggle at Brett's embarrassed facial expression.
"You really don't, but if you have to know I got it just after we first talked about it", Brett said, annoyed with the amount of embarrassment he was experiencing. "Can we just..?"
Eddy rolled over to Brett again and kissed the side of his head.
"It's opened, though", he whispered teasingly, a grin forming. Brett hit him playfully on the chest and groaned.
"I swear to god, Eddy, I did not put anything up my ass. I was literally just feeling how the stuff felt in my hands."
Eddy snorted at his reply.
"Sure sure", he said, leaning on his arm to get high enough up to kiss him gently.
"Do you want to do this or not, huh?" Brett asked once they pulled away and Eddy smiled sweetly and ran his hand gently through his hair.
"Sorry, love, you're just so cute when you're blushing."Brett took a grab of Eddy's hair and pulled him back into a kiss, sliding his other hand under his shirt on his back. He gently traced circled into his soft skin with his fingertips, and Eddy let the lube bottle drop onto the mattress next to him before running his hand down Brett's stomach. He ended up moving it to rest it on his hip.
"I'm so nervous", Brett whispered when Eddy kissed the sweet spot on his neck, just below his ear and caused him to shiver from the touch.
"I'm gonna be really careful, okay?" Eddy assured, even though he probably was as nervous as Brett was. "And if it hurts or is uncomfortable or whatever just tell me to stop and I will, okay? I promise."
Brett nodded slightly and swallowed hard to try and bury the intense nervousness. He hadn't even gotten his pants off yet, and he was already this nervous. It was almost unbearable, but the excitement was making it worth it.Brett decided he was going to distract himself from his nerves by making sure Eddy was feeling good, and reached out to rub the front of Eddy's pants. Eddy responded to that immediately.
"Mm fuck", he groaned, closing his eyes, feeling Brett's gentle hand through his jeans. Brett smirked up at him, loving the sound of that groan.
Eddy forced himself out of the daze to unbutton Brett's jeans with one hand and return the favour, except only with the thin fabric of his boxers in between. The smaller leaned his head back into the pillow and moaned quietly, feeling himself getting harder with every stroke."If you continue with this I'm just gonna cum before we get anywhere", Brett whimpered after a while, not really wanting him to stop. Eddy leaned down and kissed his neck.
"Well, that would suck, wouldn't it", he mumbled moving his hands to get Brett's t-shirt off. Brett sighed in frustration, but moved to get out of the shirt.
"Would like it better if you would suck", he mumbled, wincing when Eddy pinched his nipple again. Eddy snorted.
"I'll do that after if you're not into... The other thing", he laughed and kissed Brett's jaw. Brett nodded, cherks flaring up. As of right now it did not feel like he would be into it, but all the fanfiction he had come across indicated he would, so maybe it wouldn't be so bad?Eddy reached to pull Brett's jeans down, and Brett helped out by kicking them off while less than gently pulling Eddy's t-shirt off.
"Fuck I keep forgetting how absolutely hot you are without a shirt", he whispered, before gasping when Eddy so painfully slowly pulled his underwear down.
"Stop saying silly things", Eddy laughed, kissing between Brett's collarbones before softly stroking Brett.
"If this is what I get if I do, I'm never gonna stop", he sighed, closing his eyes. Eddy couldn't help but laugh before moving his hand back to Brett's hip.
"You gotta turn, though", Eddy whispered, and Brett blushed hard.
"I swear to god, this is the most embarrassing thing I've done in my life", he mumbled, moving to sit on his knees on the bed. "Give me a second, please."Eddy sat up on his knees in front of Brett as well, hesitating for a moment before pulling Brett into a hug.
"We don't have to do this if you don't want to, Brett", he mumbled into his ear, and he felt Brett relax into the hug.
"No, no, I want to try this with you", Brett sighed, closing his eyes and leaning into the hug. "I'm just so nervous. What if it's just weird, you know?"
Eddy kissed his cheek.
"I guess we'll just not do this again, then", Eddy said simply, sliding his hands down to rest on Brett's lower back. Brett nodded quietly, resting his head on Eddy's shoulder.
"Okay", Brett half whispered, and Eddy slid one hand slightly further down to rest on Brett's left buttcheek.
"Do you want to try it like this?" Eddy asked, feeling Brett's breath tickle his neck. "I think I can reach from here."
Brett hesitated for a moment, but nodded after a while. He tried to relax as Eddy reached for the little plastic bottle and got some on his fingers, but really only felt himself tensing up with nervousness."If it helps, this is the most embarrassing thing I've ever done too", Eddy mumbled as he used one hand to spread Brett's cheeks slightly apart and touch the opening gently with his fingertip. Brett closed his eyes and exhaled when there suddenly was cold liquid where cold liquid hadn't been before.
"Okay so far?" Eddy asked nervously, not wanting to hurt Brett.
"Y... Yeah, just be careful", Brett stuttered, moving his arms to be around Eddy's neck. It didn't really feel bad or good yet, just different.When Eddy started moving his fingers in circles around the opening, Brett was glad Eddy couldn't really see his facial expression. Again, it didn't really feel bad, but more like some kind of tickle or...
He gasped loudly when the tip of Eddy's finger slipped just a bit inside the opening. It wasn't much, probably not even past the first line on the finger, but the sensation was so different than what had been just before.
"You okay?" Eddy asked again, and this time Brett had to take a few breaths before he really could reply.
"Ye..yeah, but... Don't move further yet, just wait please", he breathed, trying to get used to the sensation.
"Okay", Eddy whsipered, holding as still as he could with Brett's slight movements as he adjusted to this new situation they were in. It was a bit weird, seeing his finger disappear into Brett, but also kind of arousing. He was definitely into this.
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FanfictionAnother sin of mine, containing hopefully mostly fluff. That's the plan at least, but y'all know me. I'm a sucker for some angst.