Now or Never || Wonho x Reader

Little by Little

Y/N POV

Wonho thought I was asleep.. But I heard everything he had to say to me. " Babygirl I promise to protect you, and I will open up to you just please be patient with me and have faith in me. I'm in love with you.. Fuck Y/n I love you..." Hearing his rapid breathing confused me..? Does he think that I'm going to up and leave when he finally opens up? That I'm just going to dump him like trash..? I spent the rest of the night thinking of what he said and our relationship. No, We aren't together officially but being his soulmate makes it better. I know little by little he'll open up to me.. Time will tell..

Morning

Wonho's POV

As I woke up, I rolled over to feel a cold empty spot. How long has Y/n been up? I looked at the clock and it read 5:58 AM, I got out of bed and put some pants on slowly remembering what happened between us last night. It was so sensual and filling. Before I got to lost in my thoughts I wandered downstairs to find Y/n making breakfast. I crept behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her neck. "Morning beautiful" I said as I felt a blush creep up on my face. What is this girl doing to me.? She stops making breakfast for a second and turns to me and kisses me. "Goodmorning love" she said in the most beautiful morning voice. Gosh I'm going to have to get use to that. "How was your sleep" she asked as she turned back around. "Wasn't the best.. I have a lot on my mind" I said knowing I can't lie to her. "What's wrong honey..?" She said with a concerning look on her face. I paused for a moment knowing I can't and won't tell her yet. She noticed my halt and smiled softly. "Wonho you don't have to tell me you know that right?" I nodded feeling guilty.. "I'm sorry Y/n I'm just not ready" I felt so stupid. Why can't I just tell her. I trust her.. It makes no sense. "Honey listen to me. You don't have to tell me. I will wait for you. If you were to leave me at this moment I'd wait.. Even if it's forever. I will be patient. Because..." She pauses for a moment.. "Because Wonho I feel like I love you.. So I will be by your side forever and always." She said and she smiled brightly. She'll wait for me..? As I was about to speak up Jooheon and Y/f/n walked down that stairs hand in hand.. We looked at them in shock. We had an idea that Jooheon would make a move we just definitely didn't expect it. I didn't get a chance to speak up because Y/f/n interrupted me. "We've been meaning to open up about this but everything's happening too fast.. What I'm trying to say is.. Me and Jooheon are officially together! There's this magnetic pull between us.. So no matter what we couldn't stay away." She said as she shrugged. I giggled a bit admiring how happy they looked. They deserve it.

"I'll wait for you forever"

Author Nim here 💕 I had this for awhile now and I've been writing and re writing it.. It's just really hard for me because Monsta X has always had a huge impact on me and when the whole situation happened I didn't think I could continue this book. I'm going to try.. I couldn't even finish this chapter to be honest because I wrote it a month after he was gone.. It was hard.. I know it's small but I hope you guys like it... I'll try and update again soon. 💜 Love you all. Thank you for almost 800 reads 🥺