Sander Sides One Shots

"Anxiety? Not sure what you mean" (analogical?)

Normal = Anxiety Virgil
Bold = depression Virgil
Italic = insane Virgil

I got this idea from a TikTok idea I had..... That's why that meme is up there.... It's not mine obviously...... Yeah. I did do some research for this could be as accurate as possible.

Tw: blood, suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, attempted murder, insane actions (ex. Sewing eyes open, sewing smile into mouth, ect.), Phonophobia, vomiting, cussing, murder

-Virgil's POV-

As far as I was aware it was a normal day, Roman annoying Logan, Patton was making cookies and I was listening to my music.

I went to my room to just relax and get away from the arguing when Deceit showed up just on time. "You know they hate you Virgil, they only reason they have you around is because they feel sorry for you" I tried to not let his word get to me but Insecurities showed up, he started talking nonstop about everything wrong with me.

It wasn't like I wasn't use to this, but it hurt so much! Remus came over with a knife and held it at my cheek. "How much damage Deceit?" He said with a chuckle and a smirk. Deceit's yellow eyes glowed as he chuckled and smirked. "Do as much damage as you can without making it to obvious, nothing on the face" Deceit chuckled.

Remus grinned, doing as much damage as he could. I was coughing up blood and bleeding everywhere. They left and I patched myself up. I made this deal to protect the others but it doesn't even seem like they care about me.

I sigh and flopped on my bed. I'm no better than I was as paranoia, I still hurt Thomas and still insult others. What is wrong with me? I deserve the pain they cause me. I begin to cry, crying myself to sleep.

-time skip-

I woke up to a knock on my door. "Come in" I say sluggishly. Patton enters cheerfully, a plate of food in his hands. "Hi Virgil!" Patton says coming in the room and placing the food on my drawer. "Time to wake up! Family day!!!" "T- to loud" I whisper. I sit up and eat the food, then remember something. "J-.... Just the light sides... Right?" He nodded.

I sighed in relief, knowing if the dark sides were there I would have a panic attack and they would definitely start something. I finish my food and head down with Patton. Roman and Logan were already there, I was not suprised.

Roman glared at me, don't get why but I didn't care, after all he's never liked me. "How about we play clue while watching a movie?" Roman suggested, I grinned because everyone knows I'm the best at clue. Everyone agreed and so we set everything up.

-time skip-

I chuckled as Roman was having a fit, because I just won the twenty-fifth game in a row. "That's it! I'm done! Virgil's a cheating bitch!" Those words.... They stung. Normally Roman's words don't get to me so easily but.... It hurt....... So much!!!

-Time skip to a few weeks later-

I was in my room when I saw a blade Remus left by mistake the last time he was in here. I picked the small knife up and rolled my sleeves up. I began to cut myself, slowly and painfully. I kept reminding myself that everyone would like that I did this, no one would stop me, no one would CARE!