Sander Sides One Shots

Alone

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Idk because I write these before I write the story so please just be mindful-
If you're anything like me you skip trigger warnings but not all people do so in warning ya now
I have no clue how this will turn out

-Remus' POV-

I was all alone.... Virgil and Janus left me.... I can still remember what happened as they left....

"Bye Storm cloud!" I say happily, he would be back, I just know it! "Bye Rem..." He says. "When you get back we can make your favorite, red velvet cupcakes!" I say.

"Alright Remus..." He says . "Oh Oh oh! We could play monopoly! We can even watch Mean Girls!" I'm so exited, we always get to do fun stuff after someone comes back after leaving awhile. "Sure Remus, we can do all of that..." He says.

"I'll be waiting!" I say. He nods before he leaves.

I never believed he would be gone forever.....

"Jan? When's V going to be back?" I asks. " Soon" he says.

An nd that how it went for months.... I would always ask and he would always just say "soon"...

"Janus.... When is Virgil coming back...?" I asks, it's been months. "Don't you get it Remus!? He's never coming back! He left us!" Janus snaps. I tear up, not wanting to believe it. "Y- you're lying!" I say. He just rolls his eyes....

I run away as I cry, I thought Virgil cared.... I thought he wouldn't leave me....

That was only Virgil...

Then Janus left....

"I already have everything planned for when you get back from your trip Jan!" I say. "Cool..." He says. "We'll do a lot of fun stuff just you wait!" I say. He nods. " I even have a gift for you! " I say. "See you later Remus" Janus says as he leaves.

I smile a bit, Janus would love what I it him! I got him a new let snake! I mean who would love a boop noodle!

But he never came back.... I was just here..... Alone.... Then I found out he got accepted like V.... So he wasn't coming back.... I was alone....

It's been months... I've been bugging Thomas a lot in hopes to him get the others to notice me, but they just yell at.me for "hurting Thomas"....

I never meant to hurt him, I'm just being me.... Why is it so bad I want to be acknowledged...? I just don't want to be alone.... I want to attend those family dinners they have... I want to watch movies with them....

I want to be part of their family..... But... Everything I do either scared or annoys them..... I... I just want love!

so today I have a plan... I give Thomas a nightmare so they'll have no choice but to come acknowledge my existence! Sure they won't be happy but maybe I can convince Virgil or Janus to stay!

I give Thomas a particularly bad nightmare and Janus and Roman come.to me after a bit. I smiles when I see Janus. "Jan!!" I say happily .

"Don't 'Jan' me Remus, why would you give Thomas a nightmare!?" He snaps. "I was bored" I say. "That's not an excuse!" He yells. "I just wanted to see you..." I explain

" Well I don't want to see yiu!' He says. "Lets.go babe, Remus isn't worth our time" Janus says as he leaves with Roman.....

H- he's actually dating my brother.... I thought I was his friend.... And what does he mean not worth his time...?

I tear up a bit. Does Janus hate me...? No, it's impossible! We've been best friends for years... And Roman doesn't even like Janus! There's no way they're actually dating.... Right....?

I just lay down..... I'll try again tomorrow....

Tomorrow I go to see V, maybe he'll come back...? We never broke up so it is possible....

When I get there I see him kissing Logan... "V- Virgil...?" I say causing him to look at me as well as Lo. "What do you want?" He asks, clearly annoyed . "I- I-" I start before running away.

Once I get around the corner I listen for a moment. "Now, where were we princess~?" I hear Logan say.... It's enough for me to run out of there.

Once I get back I just plop on the ground. It can't be true.... I can't be.... V- Virgil loves me.... R- right?

I just cry on the ground till I can't anymore. There's nothing left to do.... The only two people who ever cared about me don't anymore.... My boyfriend and my best friend are gone..... The only two people who would ever care for me....

I begin to laugh through my tears.... I'm going crazy.... Of course they care....! Th- they wouldn't have l- loved with me so l- long if they didn't!

Right....?

A few months later, and I've started to fade away, Thomas started going to therapy for his intrusive thoughts so I was getting less and less of an issue to him.... Does that mean I get accepted? Nope! It.means people tell me to stop trying and give up!

So I did! After all if it makes Virgil and Janus happier it's worth it! But due to me having no purpose, well, that's why I'm fading....

I know everyone will be happier so I just smile as I fade from existence. "Goodbye everyone" I say before I disappear .