Sander Sides One Shots

"They Don't Need To Know" - Dukexiety

Tw: cussing, sexual references.
-Virgil's POV-
I was writing in my diary when suddenly I heard Remus and Roman arguing, for the tenth time today! I was getting sick and tired of it so I opened my door to shout at them. "SHUT THE FUCK UP! SOME PEOPLE DON'T WANT HEADACHES!" I yelled as they were just down the hall. That seemed to shut them up.

I went back in my room and just scream into my pillow, the main thing I do to relieve anger or stress. After I calmed down I reached for my diary, this is my sketch book. Shit! I looked around for it but it wasn't anywhere, I scream into my pillow again.

I groaned and just layed in my bed, my diary had everything to know about me. My crush, my kinks, what I do when no one's home, even what I do to calm down! I grabbed my pillow and pull it close to my chest. Whoever has his diary was going to pay!

I have mixed emotions, anger and fear. I prayed it wasn't Roman who had it because I hate him and he would use it against me. I tried to calm down but I didn't have my comfort hoodie or any of my stuffed animals because they had to be washed.

Only thing I could do was just curl up in a ball and cuddle my pillow, so that's exactly what I did. I silently cried. I soon passed out from all the crying and stress.

-Remus' POV-
I had stolen Virgil's diary, like I normally do but I realised he wasn't asleep like I thought, I feel bad for him. I read the new parts of his diary that I haven't read yet. When I realised the poor angel was asleep I covered him up, kisses his head, and put his diary up. "Goodnight my dark angel~" I whispered to him.

I knew Virgil didn't know I knew he had a crush on me, but if he found out I read his diary he would freak out. I left Virgil's room and Roman glared at me. "What were you doing in there!?" I glared at him. "First of all none of your business, second of be quiet because V is sleeping"

Roman rolls his eyes and leaves. I growls as he leaves, he is such a prick. I go back to the dark side of the mind and just plop on the couch and scream. Deceit comes over and sighs. "Roman?" "Roman" he sits down in front of the couch and outs on Heathers the Musical, our favorite.

We kept watching it and when it got to Dead Girl Walking I took the remote so Deceit wouldn't skip. "Come on Remussss! You know what thissss sssscene will do to you!" He says as he tries to take the remote. I shrug, I love this scene and he ain't skipping it.

He nearly gets it so I use a tentacle to keep it away from him. "Bitch" he sighs. "If it comes to it I can jerk off in the shower" I shrug.

He just sighs and gives up. I smirk triumphantly and watch my favorite scene form Heathers the Musical. "If you get horny you are not using the bathroom in my room" I whine. "But you have the better bathroom" I complain and he just gives me that one glare. I shut up after that.

He sighs and just watches the movie as do I, singing a long to every song. Mean Girls use to be our favourite but since Virgil left we haven't been the same and I know he hasn't. Instead of his normal playfully mean self that will allow us to help with his anxiety he has become a self conscious, worried.... Jerk....

He pushes away anyone who tries to help, he fears us hurting him. I don't know if he intentionally left or not because he cares for me and Dee so much but I could tell he isn't happy. I true to ignore the thought's in my head but I'm so worried for him.

I groan and get up to leave. "You okay?" I nod. "Just need some time to think..." He nods. I rush to my room and scream into my pillow, my thoughts over welming me. After I got that out I tool out my thought journal, not exactly a dairy but something I do to analyze my thoughts.

I wrote the date at the top so I wouldn't forget what this was days ago later on. I write down what I've been thinking and work through it bit by bit. Once I have it all written and analyzed I just lay down for a bit.