May 10 2013
Age: 13
Hey journal, gosh today was so sad.
First off, I got a lot of homework, and the teacher gave me a lecture. Yikes
I also got beat up by the school bully my mom didn't find out yet. Luckily.
They kicked me and called me a f*g. Luckily Colby helped me. We both got into trouble though.
Colby said he was going to walk me home, but I didn't want to bother him. But he said he didn't want to go home. I just agreed.
I also got a new vinyl player. It was a surprise gift from my mom. I don't know how to work it yet but still learning. Haha.
It's 9:30 pm right now. I can't figure out how to do this homework. My mom found out about the fight.
She panicked and asked me if I was okay and checked me for injuries. She insisted on taking me to the hospital but I told her I was fine.
I figured out my vinyl player. It's pretty cool, I'm listening to some of my moms music.
It's 10:45 pm
I can't sleep. I feel uneasy, I don't really know why. I just feel sad and empty. There's no particular reason to it. It's just there :(.
I heard my mom on the phone she was talking to a friend. They were going out.
It's 1:00 am
My mom came home drunk and crying. She said she failed as a mother. But she didn't. She's a great mother. She passed out on the couch. She didn't want me to help her to her room.
Anyways I'm extremely tired.
Until next time
-Sam
