the girl without a phone ~ cb [DISCONTINUED]

TALKING IT OUT

A/N PLEASE READ

ive decided to skip the store part because im too lazy to write it and there is nothing interesting happening at this point so lets just carry on from when they get back from the store... ok bye

COLBY'S POV
we were walking back to her apartment with a bag each full of all the things that she needed and I got a coupe of things as well. she walked straight into her apartment and headed straight to the kitchen and put the things she bought away. she turned around to walk out of the kitchen and when she looked me in the eyes, I could tell that she was in pain. I raised my arms into a hugging motion and she immediately gave me a hug back. I started to rub my hand in circles on her back in an attempt to calm her down and to reassure that everything will be ok. "You wanna talk?" I ask her slightly pulling away from her to look her in the face. she gave me a slight no and went back into hug me. after a couple more seconds she pulled away and walked over to the couch. she plopped herself down on the couch and her dog rested at her feet and you could tell he was tired out from the walk. don't blame him. so was I. I walked over to the couch and sat net to her giving a little space between us so that it wasn't that awkward. I gave her a look of 'ready when you are' and she took a deep breath and started to talk. "it all started a couple year sago. my parents passed away because of a flight insistent and I didn't find out till a week later because my grandparents were too scared to tell me because of how I might have taken the news. I don't blame them for not telling me but it still pisses me off. after a couple days of me finding that they had passed, my brother left without telling and I had to stay with my grandparents for a while until I figured out what I was going to do. I stayed with them until I was 16 and left to live in this apartment and later got Heartley as I didn't want to be alone. I have had to work my ass off every day to be able to pay rent on time and I barely get time to myself and when I do, I'm filming for YouTube or editing and that is something that only keeps me somewhat side-tracked from my hectic life. lastly, me and Olivia used to be friends and after she heard about my parents she stopped being friends with me and that's where the bullying came in. ever since that fight I had with her this morning, non of my 'friends' have asked me if I was ok and I know they don't want to be associated with me for what I have done and its all my fault that this has happened and I just want all this pain to end!" I gave nods here and there and I didn't realise how much this has effected her. I'm going to spend the rest of the day with her weather she likes it or not because I care about her more than she knows.