the girl without a phone ~ cb [DISCONTINUED]

SPILLING

TIME SKIP 8:50pm

LEAH'S POV

So Colby has asked me to go to a party with him and I'm kinda scared not gonna lie. Im not one to go tp parties and especially drink. You might have thought that i would have been drunk and lost my v card but in reality, i haven't. basically everyone in my school has lost theirs and has been drunk beyond recognizable and then there is me. little Leah that doesn't do anything. all i do is work my ass of to get to the place where i am. "Whats taking you so long?" Colby asked me from the other side of the door whilst gently knocking "nothing" i blankly say. I didn't want to draw attention to myself tonight so i just put on some black ripped jeans, black crop top and some black healed boots. i finished off with some silver jewels (fake obviously) and put my hair in a high ponytail. I walked out of my bedroom straight to my dog. "I love you so much and i don't know what i would do without you. mama is gonna be out tonight but she will come straight home. I love you" I made him some food and filled his bowl of water so that he will be ok for the night for when i get home tonight. I don't plan on staying there long. I turned to Colby and blankly said "Lets get this over with" and with that we were out the door. Before i left i gave Heartley one final goodbye and kissed his head.

TIME SKIP - AT THE PARTY

we managed to get to the party on time and walked into what seamed to be Sam's house. as soon as we walked in eyes turned to us and it fell silent. Shit. "What is she doing here?" i heard a familiar voice say. "all she does is ruin things" said another familiar voice. they were my 'friends'. i could feel my eyes starting to tear up but i didn't want to show it. "I invited he to come with me" Colby said. thanks bud. "Why?" "because she is my friend". you know what I'm gonna stand up for myself. "I know you all hate me for what i did this morning and i only did it because Olivia had been doing it to me ever since my parents died and brother left. I really thought you cared about me and i guess you didn't. i bet you only because friends because you felt bad for me. why did you do it in the first place? to make me feel lower than i already am? well congrats on that! you won" and with that i left the house making sure that i slammed the door on my exit. "LEAH" i heard Colby shout from behind me. "you know what Colby? forget it. forget all of it. i never wanted to come to this stupid party in the first place!". he just turned away and went inside. i sat on the curb and cried and cried for what felt like hours.