the girl without a phone ~ cb [DISCONTINUED]

TRUST ISSUES

LEAH'S POV

"why are you still here Colby? I thought you would have left by now?" i really thought that he would have left by now because why would anyone want to be in the same building let alone room with me for so long? especially me. "when i said that i was going to stay with you until you were happy i truly meant it" wow. Colby Brock remembers. "I thought that you were just kidding when you said that" "well i wasn't". we stood in silence until i remembered what i was doing before i got interrupted. "i need to clean the dishes" i turned to walk towards the dishes so i could clean them and eat my food "I can do that for you if you want?" he asked to sound nice but i didn't want him to do that "you might break something" "trust me i won't". Never trust a guy when he says 'trust me'. I've learned from experience. "do you not remember how hard it is for me to trust someone?"

COLBY'S POV

"Do you not remember how hard it is for me to trust someone?" yes. yes i do. as clear as day. she should never feel this way. nobody should. to be honest, i don't blame her for not being able to trust me because of the way i am and how she sees me. I'm trying so hard to change that and all i need trust to do that. i need to earn her trust so she can trust me as well as others. "I do remember you saying that" she walked over to her dishes and started washing them. i saw that she had made herself some food that was left on the island and it looked so good that i could eat it right then but i knew i couldn't and he out of this apartment in the blink of an eye. "You know your macaroni will be cold by now?" "yeah, i don't like it really hot. it burns my mouth" i agree "but right now its like an ice cube" she dropped the pan that she had in her hands back into the sink and rested her head on the side of the counter. "you ok over there?" "absolutely fantastic" i knew she wasn't. i know what she is feeling right now. not that her food is cold but that when you have so much pilled on you that one thing just send you over the edge. "tell you what, i will make you another one while you finish cleaning that up ok?" "ok" i knew she didn't want to but she had no choice because i was going to do that anyway.