oh how much I wish I could forget
forget about the past
forget about what's happening now
I don't want to know more
I don't want to talk about it
or anything
my heart aches
my throat hurts
the urge of crying becomes stronger
I thought I grew
I thought I felt better
why has it come to me like a bullet?
I thought I was okay
but no
things always happen
things are bound to happen
am I really that bad?
why?
why must I go through this?
it hurts so much I just want to rip myself apart already
why don't I just finish the job?
finish my life?
why not?
1:21 am
YOU ARE READING
Venus (Book 2)
PoetryA second poetry book, describing my pain, fear, and of course, sad moments as well as happy... You are not alone, and I'm sure you can get through this, we can work on this together. I wish you all the best in life! 2017