why

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oh how much I wish I could forget

forget about the past

forget about what's happening now

I don't want to know more

I don't want to talk about it

or anything

my heart aches

my throat hurts

the urge of crying becomes stronger

I thought I grew

I thought I felt better

why has it come to me like a bullet?

I thought I was okay

but no

things always happen

things are bound to happen

am I really that bad?

why?

why must I go through this?

it hurts so much I just want to rip myself apart already

why don't I just finish the job?

finish my life?

why not?

1:21 am

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