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I beg

my eyes beg, but no one sees, I cry for help, but I do not scream, my voice is gone, echos have faded, all lone, dark and sad

I beg to one, I beg to one

He showed me my signs and I have followed, I asked Him to guide me and He has done it, He showed me the way yet I just left it, I begged him for good to stay, He's thrown away the bad for my heart, yet I, I am not grateful as I should be

why am I not grateful I ask myself, why can't I beg more, pray  to Him for He can only save me, pray to Him for He only listens to what I must say

but yet I stand, lost on a road, when I know He is there but I do not go

my faith is low and it must be high,
I think ill of myself when I should not, I hurt myself when I should not


I go to people but they do not understand, I know why

they're just like me and they have been through what I have, what help would they be? I must go to someone greater but I do not...

why am I so blind to this?

wish I knew

do I try to prove things that aren't true?

wish I knew

He has helped He has helped

but I have not done a single thing

oh how ungrateful I truly am...

2:26 am

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