Venus (Book 2)

you don't know

you really don't know how many times you made me happy

how many times I couldn't stop smiling because of our memories

you made me want to live for once

I felt special

I felt loved

and I haven't felt that for a very long time

but then reality destroyed what we had

and my depression kicked in once more

harder than ever before

you were my remedy yet you also caused much pain

but I guess that's normal

no one is perfect

no one can not cause pain

it is bound to happen

and it will always happen

I'm happy now

but it doesn't feel like before

before

things were fun

I loved you so much

before

we barely knew each other

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