Me, Myself and You

Chapter 10

Happy Thanksgiving😘🍗❤️🍛

{Nicole POV}

Me: So we had a funeral for him and my mom announced that she was pregnant. She started being mean to me at the funeral. We went home and there was a man on our doorstep.
(Flashback)

Me: Whose that?

Mom: Mark!

My mom let go of my hand and went to hug him. He kissed her on the lips and they went inside. I followed them into the house.

Mark: Are you hungry?

Me: Who are you?

Mom: That's your new daddy.

I didn't say anything.

Mark: What's your name?

Me: Nicole

Mark:How old are you?

I put up 3 fingers.

Mom: You don't know how to speak!!

Me: I'm 3 years

Mark: You didn't have to yell at her she's not used to having me here.

Mom: She talks so f^cking so much all the time and now she don't want to talk.

Me: Can I go to my room?

Mark: You speak really good for a 3 year old.

Me: Thank you.

Mom: Her father used to waste money to give her classes in literature. It was $50 a class and she went 3 times a week.

Mark: That explains it.

Mom: (laughs) But that sh!t is gonna stop. I'm not taking her to no classes.

Mark:Do you want a snack or something?

Me: Can I go to my room?

Mark: Yes

Weeks went by and Mark moved in with us. My Mom was now 5 months pregnant and I was 4. It was Thursday and Ms. Janice was taking me home.

Ray: You mean the Ms. Janice who works at our school?

Me: Yes her and my mom were really
good friends. Anyways...

She dropped me at home and my mom took me upstairs to her and Mark's room and they started taking off their clothes and I sat there and watched them have sex. I tried to get up but my mom yelled at me. Every Thursday after that I had to watch them have,, sex or she wouldn't let me eat. Then it came time for her to have the baby. She was really nice to me when we was at the hospital. After my brother was born she called me in and only me and I felt so special. She told me to sit and I held my brother and she hadn't picked a name yet, so I called him Jerry. But when we left the hospital 3 days later he didn't come with us.

Me: Mommy where's Jerry?

Mom: I gave him away, I didn't want him. You want the same thing to happen to you?

Me: No

Mom: Good

Ray: So you have a brother out in the world somewhere?

Me: Yep.

My mom wanted me to become a stripper. She was training me everyday after school. At 6 I learned how to twerk and give lap dances and work a pole. I took gym classes so I could be flexible. At 7 she told Mark to teach me how to suck d!ck. I would watch her suck Mark then she would tell me to. She gave me vodka before dinner every Friday when I turned 8. And I still had to watch her and Mark have sex every Thursday. Before I turned 10 she tried to get Mark to have sex with me but he said no. She went crazy after that.