I'll always be here (Brallon)

Ch. 10: Oh, kiss me

Later when Brendon wakes up, he deletes the texts he had sent Josh earlier.

He knew that Josh would probably pull him aside later and talk to him, but for now he just wanted to forget about it. Josh wouldn't tell Dallon or Tyler anything, he knew if he did that Brendon wouldn't trust him again.

Therefore, he'd just later talk to Brendon himself.

Brendon sprawls out on the bed and he pulls out his out his phone and just scrolls through it. He longed for attention from someone right now, specifically Dallon, but he didn't feel like facing him at the moment.

He distracted himself with his phone for around and hour or so before he heard a gentle knock on his door.

"Bren, baby? You alright?"

Brendon felt himself perk up as he heard Dallon's voice. He put his phone up and laid back on his side.

"Hey, yeah I'm okay. You can come in, Dally."

His bedroom door opens to reveal Dallon, who smiles as he sees Brendon.

Dallon walks in and closes the door behind him before he walks over to the bed and lays down beside Brendon.

He pulls the shorter to his chest and kisses his head.

Brendon cuddles into him and he holds onto Dallon's arms so the tall man doesn't come into contact with his cuts.

Dallon holds him close until he slowly rolls Brendon onto his back and he shuffles to be in between his legs.

Brendon only hums and lays back a bit more,
letting out a content sigh.

Dallon just watches him fondly before he leans up and starts placing light kisses against Brendon's neck.

Brendon's slightly taken aback, but he likes the feeling. His head lolls to the side a bit and he smiles a little.

Dallon moves up more and he continues placing light kisses to Brendon's neck before he moves up to his jaw. He places a few kisses to his jaw before he captures Brendon's lips with his own.

Brendon hesitates for a second before he kisses back, his only focus being on Dallon.

Dallon caresses his jaw and he deepens the kiss a bit. It had started off slow and sweet but now it was heated and passionate.

Brendon almost goes into a daze as Dallon kisses him. Dallon's lips were soft against his own and his kisses were addictive.

Dallon sits up more and he pins Brendon down to the bed slightly, his hands on either side of Brendon's head.

He gently takes Brendon's bottom lip between his teeth and he pulls lightly. Brendon's quick to respond and he opens his mouth a bit, Dallon's tongue quickly sliding in.

Brendon's breath hitches slightly. He slowly trails his hands to Dallon's hair, and he grabs a fist full of it.

He tugs lightly and it pulls a low groan out of Dallon's lips. He continues tugging lightly at his hair as Dallon still kisses him heatedly.

Dallon pulls away a bit, but he pulls Brendon's bottom lip with his teeth as he does so.

He moves back to kissing his jaw, grazing his teeth over the shorter's jawline and up close to his ear.

He moves down his neck again, placing hot kisses down the younger's neck and going down to his collar bones.

Brendon gasps a little as Dallon goes over a certain spot close to his collar bone, and Dallon smirks against his neck.

He attaches his lips to the spot and he starts to suck lightly, every now and then nipping at it gently with his teeth.

Brendon moans quietly and leans his head back. A blush rises up on his cheeks but he tries not to think about it.

He runs his hands over Dallon's shoulders and down his back, gently clawing at the skin through Dallon's shirt.

Dallon continues sucking at Brendon's sweet spot, most likely leaving a noticeable mark, a hickey.

Brendon on the other hand continues letting out little whimpers and moans at Dallon's touch.

Dallon lets his hands roam Brendon's body freely, his lips never leaving the younger's neck.

After he's satisfied with the mark he's left on Brendon's sweet spot, he moves down to Brendon's collar bones. He grazes his teeth along them, getting a moan out of the raven haired man.

He attaches his lips to them and sucks harshly, probably leaving more marks.

Brendon knew he would have to hide them, but he didn't care. He loved the feeling.

He moves his hands up to Dallon's hair, and he runs his hands through the soft locks. Every now and then he'll tug lightly, picking back up the motions he had been doing before.

He had been making sure Dallon didn't make any attempts to get his shirt off, and so far he hadn't even tried.

Dallon was respectful and Brendon knew he wouldn't do anything without his consent.

Dallon keeps sucking at his neck before Brendon pulls him up again for a gentle kiss. It's sweet and filled with love, and Brendon can feel Dallon smile into it against his lips.

They eventually pull away and Dallon places gentle kisses to the marks he's made before he rolls off of Brendon and pulls him to his chest. His arms, thankfully, go around Brendon's waist and not his torso.

Brendon smiles and just lays there in Dallon's arms, which is still one of his favorite places to be.

He's thankful that Dallon hadn't noticed his flinching whenever his hands would touch his chest. He was going to try and keep his secret to himself for as long as possible.

He didn't want Dallon to worry about him, he didn't need to.

He had done this to himself, Dallon hadn't made the choice, therefore he didn't need to worry about it.

Brendon would be fine, everything would go back to normal and he and Dallon would be fine.

His only concern now was making sure Dallon never found out about what he did. He had to make sure Josh didn't say anything and he had to make sure Tyler didn't suspect anything.

Aspen definitely didn't need to know that her daddy was hurting himself.

She was too young to understand anyways, she would just know that her daddy had hurt himself, the reason to her would be unknown.

He feels Dallon nuzzle his face into the back of his neck, his breathing starting to even out to a steady rhythm.

Brendon hums contently, happy to be in Dallon's arms.

The older's arms tighten around his waist and he's pulled back against Dallon's chest. He could feel and almost hear his heartbeat.

Dallon was pretty much already asleep, but his protective hold on Brendon never loosened as he slept.

Brendon just laid back into his arms, the sound of Dallon's heartbeat and steady breathing eventually lulling him to sleep.

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