I'll always be here (Brallon)

Ch. 11: Everything I do is Bittersweet

(A/n I apologize again, I didn't proof read so I'm sorry for the mistakes! I'm sick and I had nothing else to do so I just starting writing this and ye, I also apologize in advance for this chapter. It's probably not what you're expecting.)

Brendon is later woken up by Dallon combing his fingers through his hair. When Dallon notices he's awake, he smiles softly and leans down to kiss his nose.

"Hey Bee," He says quietly, making Brendon smile.

"Hey Dall," he replies, leaning up to kiss Dallon gently. Dallon is quick to respond and he kisses back.

Dallon pulls him closer, his arms rubbing against the spot on Brendon's chest where his cuts were. Brendon hisses quietly in pain, yet he quickly masks it to make sure Dallon didn't hear him.

Oh, but Dallon did hear him.

He pulls away and sits up on his elbow, looking at Brendon with a worried expression. Brendon just shakes his head.

"It's nothing Dall, I'm okay," Brendon says as he shifts away from Dallon a bit.

Dallon generally looks hurt whenever Brendon moves away and it hurts Brendon's heart.

"Bren, please just talk to me." "No, I'm fine."
"Bren, Baby, plea-,"

"Dallon I'm fine! Stay out of my business!" He snaps, immediately regretting the words as they come out of his mouth.

Dallon just shakes his head and sits up.

"Sorry I'm concerned about you, excuse me," He says, his voice sounding hurt but Brendon can tell he was trying to mask his hurt feelings.

"Dall, I'm sorry I didn't mean it.. I-,"

"No Brendon, you want me out of your business so I'll stay out of it," Dallon says, in a bit of a snappy way.

They were so happy just hours ago, what happened?

Brendon knew he shouldn't have worded his statement like that, and he could've used a different tone of voice..

The next thing Dallon says is what hurts Brendon the most.

"Brendon.. do you even really love me?"

Brendon's heart drops as Dallon's asks, did he really make him feel that way?

Had his words really hurt Dallon that badly?

"What..? Dall, of course I love you! Why would you ask that?"

"It's just- you've been a bit distant. You hardly talked to me earlier with Aspen, and, Bren.. don't think I didn't notice you looking at that picture of you, Sarah, and Aspen."

Brendon's jaw drops a little as he hears Dallon speak. Something in him snaps and he gets defensive, no matter how many times he told himself he shouldn't be that way.

"Dallon the last time I checked, I have the right to look at a picture!"

Dallon looks at Brendon, his face showing shock but his eyes showing hurt and anger.

"I never said you weren't allowed to look at a picture! Brendon every one knows damn well you'd probably take Sarah back!"

Brendon looks at him, his jaw going slack.

"Brendon Urie when will you get it through your thick skull?! That woman broke you! She messed up your life Brendon! She never loved you!"

Brendon now has his arms crossed and he stands up, Dallon had done so shortly before.

"Why do you care?! It's once again none of your business, so stay out of it!"

Dallon grits his teeth and he looks at the ground.