Remember

Part 18

(TIME JUMP!! We are now on 30th October 2016 )

Lili's POV:

L-"Ella-bear, please decide what you want to dress as for Halloween. I know the costume you wanted is sold out but please choose something."

E-"Okay mommy... can we do a costume of a cat, like last year?"

L-"Yeah, that can work"

Uhhh, I had been so stressed out lately and had a bunch of work to do, so Ella's costume was left for the day before Halloween when there were only two costumes left in the Halloween store. I rushed back to my car and drove off to the shopping center. I got her some cat ears and a puffy black skirt and rushed back to the car. Filming was starting in 20 minutes and I still needed to leave her at Cole's trailer and head to makeup. I ran to Cole's trailer and the door was open so I came in.

C-"So how did the shopping trip go?"

L-"Ill talk to you later, have to head to makeup right away."

I ran off to film my scene. It was an easy scene and I only had two small lines. It was a scene with my on-screen mother and was just a few seconds long. Today I was going to film two emotional scenes, with Kj, Luke and Madchen. And the most emotional was only at 1 am and was only with my on-screen mom. Cole was also filming late tonight so Ella ended up falling asleep on cami's lap and slept for a couple of hours in the cast tent around everyone's lap. My scenes took so long to film and I ended up calling Cole, who had already wrapped up his scenes and told him to just take Ella for the night cause today it could take way longer than planned. We only wrapped up at 5:15 am and even trough the thickest concealer ever was applied under my eyes by the makeup team, the bags were poking through. I fell asleep in my trailer right after I ended filming and woke up with Cole's signature knock on my door.

C-"Hey, I brought you coffee. It's not the warmest cause I drove all the way to your apartment, thinking you were there."

L-"Thank you"

I grabbed the cup from his hands and took a big sip, praying to have a bit more energy.

L-"Hey, what time is it?"

C-"9:20 am, don't worry our scene is only at 11, then we have one right after that with the whole group. You only film at 8:30 after that."

L-"Wow. You know my schedule by heart?"

I was in a really good place with Cole, we were great friends and co-parents. We had already done a bunch of photoshoots and interviews and he was the best at making me laugh between very repetitive and serious interviews.

C-"Well someone has to."

We went over our lines once more. We already knew that our characters were going to date, Roberto had told us so some time ago. Later this morning we were filming a scene in the blue and gold in which jughead, Cole's character, was going to become slightly jealous because I was going on a date. I thought that that scene was very well written and I was sure Cole and I were going to do a great job with it. Ella was going for breakfast with Casey cause she did every Monday. Today cami, Mads, Cole and I were taking Ella to trick or treat. We all had to be with black clothes and hoodies for no one to recognize us now but today we were going to go out with normal clothes and just have fun. I was with Mads and cami in the back while the boys were teaching Ella how to be the most efficient trick or treater possible.

C-"You have to go for the full-size candy bars and chose wisely but at the same time don't take too long cause you want to go to the biggest number of houses possible. Sometimes they can have small toys but don't forget you want candy. Oh, and the scarier the house, the better the candy so never get afraid of the talking clowns and the moving ghosts."

Cami-"Poor Ella, she has to learn the theory of fun. Like it is so hard to ask for candy, we really need to be the whole walk from the car hearing how to pick up a candy bar."

C-"Here, this house looks like a good first one."

We headed up to the door of this excessively decorated house and knocked.

E-"Trick or treat!"

RP-"I like your costume, go ahead and pick your favorite."

Cole examined the big bowl of candy before putting Ella down on the floor.

C-"Kingsize kit Kat Ella, King size"

He whispered into her ear and I rolled my eyes. Cole was an amazing father but he was also almost a child himself. We did a bunch of houses and a lot of people recognized us and we took photos with them. Cole was insisting on going to as many houses as we could even if we were all almost falling asleep, including Ella. We ended up all crashing at Cole's apartment since we had to work early the next day. 

 We had lunch first and headed to set later since the morning was dedicated to football scenes. I was filming a scene with Cole at 2 pm but then I only had a scene at night, which I had no lines in. Tomorrow was going o be the second to last day of filming the episode and we were going to film mainly group scenes which were the hardest cause they would take a long time and I had no one to watch Ella. We were going to have a three-day break before filming the new episode and Cami and I were going to take Ella to San Francisco for that long weekend. We had an interview and then we just visited a bit for the two next days. No one really recognized us which was great. On the plane back, Cami finally asked the question that I was dreading the most.

C-"Hey, Lils... I know you and Cole are putting a bunch of effort into being friends but you cannot deny it, you guys have extreme feelings for each other."

L-"Well, you know like relationships like this, between co-stars, barely work out and it would just hurt Ella."

C-"Well I know but at the same time you can't just hide your feelings forever, they are there and the fans will spot them."

L-"Well, I can't, I just can't it is too hard. What if we break up and then he asks for custody or something-"

C-"And what if you two work out and become a little family and maybe have another kid, it could just be so good Lili, he likes you so much. He looks at you like your whole world Lils. Just talk to him please, before the premiere, otherwise, I will 100% guarantee that the fans will start sipping you like crazy."

L-"Okay, ill talk to him. Our characters are gonna date so we might as well be comfortable around each other."

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