Words I Didn't Say / cb

6

I can't believe it's already Halloween. It just sucks knowing that Finn and I have to work during the day.

At least we get to dress up. Finn and I were Harry and Hermione while Luke was wearing an inflatable costume that looked like an alien was holding onto him.

And then there's Leonard. I wasn't even surprised when he walked into work dressed up as in inflatable penis.

He was a literal dick. Looks like Finn and I are the only normals one. It was actually really fun at work cause we went to the extreme with our costumes.

Every time Luke would go to the bathroom, he would act like the alien would be dragging him away. As he ran to the bathroom, Finn would chase him while screaming magical spells to make the alien let go.

That's when I would tell Finn to get back to work and we need to study as Leonard shook his head. He would be like 'Man, and I thought I was a dick' while staring at Luke.

It was too funny. I'm just happy that no one came in cause if they did, they would be judging us bad. After work, I went over to Finn's to hang out with him and Jack.

We were going to a party tonight so we were waiting for it to start. "Where's it even at?" I ask confused. "I have the address, I just don't know where it's at." Finn said from the kitchen.

Around ten we called for an Uber to take us to the party. We grabbed our stuff and went it outside when it was here.

For some reason, I'm actually not nervous about this party. I think it's cause I've got Jack and Finn with me.

I can't believe how close Jack and I have gotten in the past couple of weeks. We naturally click and share some things that happened to us in the past.

Plus, we both have a passion for music. He's probably one of my closest friends, other than Finn. When we get to the party, we all pile out of the Uber.

We could hear the music blasting from inside the house as there were people hanging out in the front yard.

Everyone was dressed up in different costumes. We made our way through the front door, getting deafened by the music.

I grabbed onto the boys hands so I wouldn't lose them with all the people we're trying to get past. Finn makes us a drink, handing us each a red solo cup.

"To Voldemort." Jack joked making us laugh. We clink our cups as we started chugging our beers. After a couple of drinks, I could feel it start kick in.

That's when Finn, Jack, and I got onto the weirdest conversation about shitting. "No one sits down and flushes at the same time and if you do you're weird."
Finn tells us.

"True, you gotta look at your shit before you flush it." I say as I take a sip of my beer as we talk. "Yeah well you gotta stand up and wipe I feel like." Jack said causing us to look at him.

"Wait what?" I ask making sure I heard that right. We all started laughing at what Jack had said. I worry for him sometimes.

"Do you do that?" Finn asked as Jack was laughing. "You can but you don't have to." He tried pulling it off but it didn't work out too well.

Jack has one of the best personalities I know. "But do you do that?" I ask wanting to know the answer. "Every once in awhile." He sounded so serious.

"You stand up to wipe?" I laugh as he does the same. "Sometimes." This could like be a Harry Potter deleted scene, just imagine that.

"I've never done that." Finn told us as I agreed with him. "Do you guys wipe from the front side or the backside?" I asked curious of the answer.

"Think about how much easier it is to stand up to wipe versus to bend over and wipe." This is what happens when you're friends with guys.

You get dumb conversations about how to wipe your ass. But it kinda makes me miss Kat and Tara. I miss gossiping with them.

"You're standing up and bending like that." Finn pointed out causing me to get sucked out of my thoughts. "You don't have to bend over to wipe your ass." Jack argued with him as I drank my beer.

"What?" Finn asked confused. "You don't have to do this to wipe your fucking ass." As Jack was talking, he bent over showing him how to do it.

Good thing this music was loud cause then everyone would've thought we were weird. "Yeah but then your cheeks are pressed against each other." Finn said causing us to laugh.

"That's why you get wet wipes, mate." Jack told him as I just stood there. "I bet that'll be good if someone wanted to eat your ass." I speak up, causing the boys to look at me.

"I get my ass eaten like every day." Finn told us as I looked up at him. "By who?" I asked shocked.

"No one, he just sits in his room all night and stares into a corner." The way Jack said it made me bust out laughing.

I then felt a tap on my shoulder causing me turn around. I was completely shocked to see who it was when I had fully turned around.

"Hey!" Kat yelled over the music. She was standing alone and looked like she was wearing a wedding dress that was small and tight.

"Uh, hi. I didn't know you would be here." I could feel my heart starting racing. I need more beer to numb everything down.

She looked super good. "Same to you. I'm sorry about what happened between you and Colby. It really sucks." I wince when she says his name.

I don't like hearing it. "Don't be sorry. You didn't anything." I was right, she didn't do anything. She didn't even check to see if I was okay.

"I would've called but I thought you were mad at me. Hell, I thought you were mad at all of us since we haven't heard from you." She explained.

"That's just how I am, I push people away." I shouldn't have said. I should not have said that. "Well don't worry, I won't let anything happen to you, I miss you." She came up to me and hugged me.

I was tense at first but I ended up giving in, cause I missed my girl. "Where's Tara?" I ask her as she points over by the door. She was with Jake and Sam.

I didn't even recognize Sam at first with his dark hair. That's when I made eye contact with him. He was here.

I feel like I couldn't breathe as we stared at each other. I broke away to look up at Finn, who was also starting over at him.

I don't think I've ever seen Colby look that broken before.