Dear Sebastian

chapter thirteen

Dear Sebastian,

Am I a bad friend? Because I felt like one

Love,

ALEX

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Confusing as F...
ALEX

We arrive after thirty minutes upon ending the call of my Mom and Mama Gab. Basti is holding my hand as we walk inside the Lobby and went go straight in the conceirge.

"Vivienne, can I have a key on Primo's roon" bungad na utos ko, because I grew up na labas pasok sa mga hotel nila Primo eh kilala ko na halos lahat ng tao.

"Uhmmm Miss Alex bilin po kasi ni Sir Primo wag daw po siya istorbohin" bantulot ng receptionist.

Ngumiti ako "Can you call Arthur na lang please, tell him Alessandra is here" agad naman siyang sumunod maya't maya ay dumating na ang matagal ng operation manager ng Hotel.

"Tito Arthur, Mama Gabbi asked me to check on Primo" intro ko.

"Awww what do you need Lex, how can I help you?" He asked

"I need a key to his room" saad ko at tanging tango lang ang kanyang sinagot pagkatapos ay nag tungo sa reception. Pag balik nya ay inabot niya sa akin ang keycard.

"Alam mo naman saan ang room nya diba?" He asked.

"Opo Tito ako na pong bahala, thank you po" sagot ko as I took Basti's hand to come with me.

Pag dating namin sa harap ng suite, I took the keycard to open the door ng pinigilan ako ni Basti

"Love maiwan na muna ako dito sa hallway" he said

"Why?" Kunot noo kong tanong

"Courtesy to Pree, he will not be comfortable if I will be there" he explain

"Paano mo nalaman?" Kunot noo kong tanong

"Basta, but if you need me just call for me, iwan mo sa akin yung susi" bilin niya

"Okay mabilis lang to Love tas coffee tayo" saad ko tumango siya and I entered Joaquin's room.

It was dark, the dark curtain and blinds are all close.

"Quin..." tawag ko as I headed towards his bedroom, it is a one bedroom suite, I continue walking ng may tumamang bote sa paanan ko what daaa?! Mabilis kong binuksan ang ilaw sumunod ang mga blinds tumambad sa akin ang maraming maliit na bote ng mga mamahaling alak, shot bottle compliment sa hotel.

Dali dali siyang pumasok sa kuwarto and as she open the bedroom door

"Diba sabi ko naman na walang iistorbo" he scream but halted when he saw me "Lex..."

"Yes it's me" tiimbaga kong saad "what the hell just happen here?" I demanded

He remain looking at me with his unshed tears on his eyes "My Alessandra.." he whimper

Lumamlam ang aking mata "What's wrong Quin" masuyo kong tanong

"Everything..." mahina niyang saad "everything in my life is wrong.." ulit niya

This is not the Joaquin whom I grew up with, bakit siya nag kakaganito I cannot understand.

"Joaquin Primo this is not you get it together please" I plead

"I am wrong.." hikbi niya, he is obviously super wasted.

"What do you mean" masuyo kong tanong.

More than anything else, Quin is not just an ex boyfriend to me, he is my best friend and a brother. I sincerely love him and that it will never change even with Sebastian in my life.