Dear Sebastian

chapter seventeen

Dear Sebastian

You are the love of my life, don't ever forget that

Love,
Alex

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Love makes it easy
Alex

We are lounging in Basti's condo like any ordinary day. I am munching a bowl of popcorn as Basti scanned his TV.

"Okay lang talaga na dito ka matulog?" Tanong ulit ni Basti

"Ang kulit oo nga" I smile answering, I move closer sa kanya so he can cuddle me which he automatically did.

"Buti pinayagan ka?" Manghang tanong niya as he throw a look at me before muli niyang iscan ang movie list, nag hahanap ng mapapanood namin.

"Ako pa ba?" Nakangiting pag mamalaki ko "teka nga ayaw mo ba?" Sita ko sa kanya.

He smile lazily "syempre gustong gusto di ko lang talaga mapaniwalaan na pinayagan ka" sabay yakap sa akin ng mahigpit I inhale his scent on the right side of his neck

"Hmmmm.. Love wag" saway niya at bahagyang lumayo.

"Bakit ba inaamoy lang kita kasi ang bango bango" at patuloy ko siyang inamoy when I reach the back of his neck I place a subtle wet kiss.

"Jesus Christ!" Usal niya at napangiti ako habang naka subsob sa leeg niya

"Are you okay?" Nang aasar kong tanong

"Ikaw mamya hindi magiging okay pag tinuloy mo yang ginagawa mo" nakasimangot niyang banta.

"Ah talaga ba?" Hamon ko as I give his neck an open mouth kiss na ikinasinghap niya.

Walang salitang binuhat niya ako sabay ipinasok sa kuwarto at marahang nilapag sa kama "ang kulit mo ah" sagot niya as he started attacking my neck, gusto kong mapa oh God pero tiniis ko, the two of us is competitive like that but I didn't anticipate his next move dahil marahas niya pinasok ang kamay niya under my shirt and bra without taking it off.

"Concede?" Tanong niya in a husky voice

Napapikit ako when I felt him squeeze my right breast as he continue kissing my neck.

We love making out but Basti always know when to stop tulad ngayon I felt his hand retreating. Most of the time I am grateful but tonight I wanted more.

"No" protesta ko na ikinagulat niya, giving me a chance na pag palitin ang pwesto naming dalawa. This time I straddle him. "I want more" I demanded.

"Are you sure? Anong more?" Kabado niyang tanong.

Without answering him, I lifted my shirt up and took my bra off, props to Sebastian hindi man lang bumaba ang mata niya sa pagkakatitig sa mukha ko hindi ko alam kung dapat ko bang ikatuwa iyon or ikainsulto haha.

"I can wait" masuyo niyang saad "you are worth the wait" as he comb his fingers through my hair.

"I know" sagot ko as I smile "but I can't" and I start open mouth kiss him on the lips and syempre hindi niya nag patalo he kiss me back fervently as hard as my given intensity.

His kisses descend and took one breast after the other giving my girls equal love and I giggle when he create a popping sound.

"Your Dad will going to kill me" he whisper holding to his last sanity.

"No he won't" I smile naughtily as I peppered him with kisses all over when he was about to protest again I swiftly took him on my hand.

"Oh God" tanging salitang nausal niya

"Hey Basti" maloko kong ngiti "I never take you as a religious person but it seems like you are about to recite the Hail Marys any minute now" I chuckled as I slowly take him on my mouth, thank you Mimi for letting me watch all my knowledge that I have done today haha that move make Basti recite the name of the Lord in vain all through out tsk tsk I was aiming for the finale but he denied me instead he flipped me over to change our position. I saw fire on his eyes at medyo kinabahan ako.

"My turn" usal niya, I felt my panties melted from my body when he smile as he start to kiss me towards heaven and dragged me back to earth before I can totally get there hmp jerk.

I was about to scream stop when I felt him down there but he pause and kiss me slowly on the lips savoring every corner of my mouth.

"Tell me to stop and I will" he pleaded

"I don't want you to stop" bulong ko as I wrap my legs to push him in, but holy hell fuck ang sakit.

"Alessandra, you are making me crazy woman" he shakily curse as he push all the way in to continue what I have started and mind you I indeed scream, it is a miracle that no guards knocks on his condo door.

"Love I will start moving" paalam niya

"Will I die if you do? Kasi sobrang sakit walang hiya ka" kastigo ko

He chuckled as he wipe the lone tear na di ko namalayang pumatak.

"No Love, I promise to make it good" he whisper

All I can say is Sebastian Lacsamana never break his promises. I heard angel sing is an understatement.

We savor each other for the whole night halos di ko na nga namalayan kung kailan kami nakatulog but when I woke up Basti is peacefully sleeping beside me one arm wrap around my waist. I traces the outline of his face.

"I love you so much Sebastian Antonio Lacsamana" masuyo kong bulong as I give a subtle little kiss on his lips. Oh how I love Basti, he is worth it. I will never regret giving him my virginity tonight, because I know I am his forever.

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"Hey"

Napapitlag ako sa matamis kong baong alaala as Joaquin hold my arm.

"Hey" nakangiti kong balik bati sa kanya

"Thank you for coming with me" nahihiya niyang saad

"Ano ka ba, ikaw pa malakas ka sa akin! Kaya natin to Quin and lets come back strong okay?" Pep ko his Mom smiled beside me as she reached for my hand and I smiled back.

We are on our one way ticket flight to New York City where I will finish the rest of my management degree as for Joaquin next week will be the start of his theraphy both physically and emotionally. My brother will be better we will fight all his demons along side each other. 

I look at him at isinandal ko ang ulo ko sa kanyang balikat as he took me on his embrace.

"Thank you for being my strength Lexie during this time that I am in my weakest" nakapikit niyang usal.

"Anytime Quin, just call me and I'll come running just come back Peemo we are all waiting" sagot ko habang pasimple kong pinahid ang isang luhang kumawala.

One day babalik din ako, pag maayos na ang lahat babalikan ko lahat ng naiwan, kasama ang taimtim na dasal na sana pag dumating ang araw na yon ay meron pang babalikan.

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And the real story begin...