Dear Sebastian

chapter thirty three

Author's Note:

Sorry for the very late update, we were stranded in Nice during lockdown and internet there is not stable. I am now back in Paris and this update is in my phone note for almost three months waiting to be uploaded. Hope you guys enjoy and keep safe always, practice social distancing and wash your hands regularly.

Sorry for all typos, i am too lazy to proofread

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Dear Sebastian,

Well forever looks good on us don't you think?

Love

ALEX

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ALEX

We are silently driving but the tension is palpable. I felt a sweat at the back of my nape wooho ang iniiiit bakit ba ang init, I reach out for the aircon the same time as Basti and nag tama ang aming mga kamay. Awkward, I was about to retract my hand pero mabilis niya itong kinuha, and slowly he intertwine our fingers. I felt my heart beat goes faster when I look at Basti he is suppressing a smile, napansin niya akong nakatingin kaya he clears his throat.

"Love" malambing niyang tawag

"Hmm" no words na sagot ko, afraid that when I do put words on my voice my heart will burst into a million pieces.

"Salamat" tipid niyang sagot

"Para saan?" Bulong ko

"Sa pagpili" mahina ngunit malinaw niyang tugon. And it happens my heart burst into a thousand pieces hearing those words from Sebastian's mouth. He might be the ruthless tycoon that people know but there is always a soft vulnerable boy inside him that wanted na piliin at mahalin.

I lean back sa upuan, I look at him and said it
"Sorry Sebastian, I'm late" I whisper

He smile and kiss my hand as he look straight ahead and continue driving he answered me back

"It's okay sweetheart you are just right on time" at masuyo niya akong tinapunan ng tingin.

Di ko na namalayan na tuluyan ng pumatak ang kanina ko pang pinipigilang luha. He looked at me side way and suddenly swerve the car sa tabi, pulled the handbreak and parked the car in the side street sabay push ng hazzard sign buti nalang madaling araw na at wala na gaanong sasakyan jusko naman tong si Basti.

I was about to tell him na delikado yung ginawa niya, but he suddenly gathered me in an embrace, I hugged him back and inhaled his sent, God I missed him.  I look up ang find his eyes,  and for the first time I initiated the kiss in which he answered back vigorously.

God I can't get enough of his kisses para akong uhaw na nakainom ng tubig, di ko namalayan na I'm straddling him to deepen it more, I even wandered on his jaw and his neck and he let me as his hand remain holding my hips and accepted it all.

We pause to catch our breath at para pagmasdan ang mukha ng isa't isa gaahd time is indeed good to him because he aged like a fine wine, my eyes drop on his pouty puckers and in no time we are in a kissing match again this time his hand reach out for my breast as he answered my kisses I could almost taste blood sa riin ng mga halik.  I closed my eyes to savor every sensation as I fall in love with this man over and over again.  Finally I am home.

Flashback Senior Prom
Sebastian

"Hey Basti shotgun ako papuntang house niyo?" Chloe asked me after our senior prom program, the batch decided to have an after party at my house my lolo is out of the country kaya we are so free.

"Fuck off you know I don't let women ride shotgun sa kotse ko" suplado kong saad as I finish the can of beer that I was nursing kanina pa, I crunched the can and throw it sa malapit na trashcan. Saktong pag dating ni Rafa and Miggy.