Don't Cry (Trans!depressed Deku x Todoroki)

My final goodbye

             I'm skipping school today, I'll just have to catch up on my studies later. I looked at the clock, it was 9:30 am. Seems I slept in a bit today. I got up and sluggishly put on my binder, a black long sleeved shirt, and some dark blue jeans. I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, and took off my bandages. The healing cuts only served as a reminder about yesterday. I cried as I picked up the blade and made four more cuts on my shoulders and legs, not caring if I cut over some of the older cuts. I wrapped my arms and legs up with some new bandages, wiped the tears from my eyes and left my dorm to get some breakfeast from the kitchen. I poured myself a bowl of ceral and slowly ate it.
           After I finished eating, I rinsed my bowl and spoon and put it in the dishwasher, then went back to my dorm. You should just kill yourself. No one would care if you were gone, and you might finally be happy. It was about 4:30 when I got back to my dorm. I took out my phone, and texted Todoroki " I love you " , and started a group chat with everyone including All Might, Mr. Aizwaw, and my mom.
Text message to group chat:
Everyone,
       I'm sorry for any trouble I have caused you. All of you have been great friends to me, and I want you all to be happy. I also want everyone to know that what I'm about to do is not your fault, it is mine. For a long while I have been struggling and I'm just not strong enough to face another day. Mom, I'm sorry. Please don't think this is your fault. You were the best mom I could've ever asked for. I'm sorry that I couldn't be your perfect son. All Might, Mr. Aizwaw, I'm sorry I couldn't live up to your expectations for me. Kacchan, I always admired your strength. Although you would always yell at me and call me names, I still wanted to be your friend. Uraka, Iida, Todoroki, everyone, you were always there for me when I needed help, thank you. I hope you can all forgive me. I'm so sorry. Goodbye.
          I watched as the blue bar move across the screen and the word delivered appeared just below the message. I cried as I walked over to the bathroom, grabbed my blade, turned on the faucet, and began cutting deeply along my wrists. I was scared, and sad, but at the same time happy, and relived. Finally, I can be happy and free. I thought as I watched all the blood flow down the drain. After about a two minutes or so I heard banging on the door to my dorm and someone that sounded like Todoroki calling out my name. " I'm sorry." I whispered. I smiled as I began to feel myself get light-headed. You win, cruel world. I felt my eyelids getting heavier, and my senses fading. My body was starting to feel weaker. My vision blurred and I eventually collapsed on the floor. Goodbye. I closed my eyes and welcomed death, as I felt one final tear flow down my cheek.

Sorry for such a short chapter. Again I'm not the best writer but I do hope I was able to convey the emotions that Izuku was feeling across.