September 2nd, 2019
Dear me,
Is this how you start a journal in 2019?
Nevertheless, I don't even care about today's society's thoughts on starting a journal.
They have lost all their manners completely.
Do they even know what a journal really means to us? I have lost faith in.. I never had faith in mankind. That would be a lie. I am all things but a liar.
Natalie thought it would be a delight if I started writing my own feelings down on paper. Because a Siren writing down her feelings is suddenly a humane thing to do. She told me this after I decided to see what really is going on: Serena has a thing for that human.
Why else does she badly want to check on the human? Why the apologies, Serena? What are you hiding? Love?
However, I am the one who is not pleasing Her Royal Highness, Natalie.
"I am not capable of controlling my own emotions". Bloody hell. Like I need some therapeutic advice from her.
Natalie is the worst of us all. She acts like she is better. She acts like Serena is better all the time. Since the day we turned her. Correction, she turned her.
It makes me sick.. I want to drown. The irony.
I am the only sane person in this household. I at least admit I am an insane monster with the only love and passion for seeing others miserable and hopeless, especially men. And I at least know that Serena's weakness is that vermin. God, I hate men. All of them. No matter how young they may be. They are all sons of the devil. And the devil is whom I loved.
Rot in hell..
How could she allow Serena to go to see that boy when literally all she ever wants is us to never ever have a male attachment. I do not understand her anymore. All my life, I have lived in secrecy. I made sure I made no mistakes. I always fixed everything. I never looked back. I never put my own emotions first. I have done everything for her to love me.
How come perfect little Serena is always better than me.
I wish her nothing but death.
Yours,
Michell
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