I may be in love

{2}

I watch the decorations in the boxes while waiting nervously for the woman to take me to the photoshoot. The waiting is, without overstating, unbearable. The staff dressed me up. I have a brown raincoat and hip waders. I know it doesn't look like a pretty outfit but it's actually quite close-fitting and formal. They put some day cream and a lot of foundation on my face. Then other people made a smoked impression on my eyelids and applied some eye-liner and mascara. The staff added some highlighter and put some nude lipstick on my lips. I actually look like a woman, for once... I usually only wear loose hoodies at home and a nice little dress when I'm out. these are the single type of clothes I put on. My hair is pulled back in a nice ponytail but it is thicker than usual. I am wearing big, white earrings.

I am such an impatient girl, I don't even know how I managed not to break down right now . The paintings on the wall seem to be staring at me and this makes me so uncomfortable. A knock on the door interrupts my thoughts ; it's the woman who welcomed me.

"Are you ready honey?

-um... yeah I think I am!" While walking me to the room, she starts

" I have good news! You will be able to pose with Timothée Chalamet! You will both look gorgeous together! I'm so happy I came up with this idea! People will love you and might even stan!!

-great..." I answer without any belief : I'm so scared to look ridiculous next to him. Come on Ava it's your job anyways! I always tell myself not to be "une poule mouillée" but people don't understand because that's a french expression and they often look at me with funny looks. It actually means I'm a wimp.

I first am ill at ease in front of the cameras, but soon my passion for modelling takes over my fear. I am now posing without hesitating and I think the photographer likes what I do. It takes me an hour and a half for me to notice the handsome man smiling behind the photographer. Timothée Chalamet is watching me photoshoot. My smile fades a little but I quickly come around. The photographer lets me know he finished taking photos anyway. I smile and go back quickly in the lodges.

Oh my god he was hot. I mean Timothée, not the photographer. I cannot get changed because (and I can't believe this sentence is true) I will pose with him soon, so I just text in the group chat instead.

Les Ploucs (yokel in french lol)
(Groupchat)

@avamarch : oh. My. God

@avamarch : guess who i'll be modelling with in an hour or so?????????

@sandyjoppers : idk... yself???????

@avamarch : ahah funny. No seriously!!!!!!

@francescam : come onnnnnnnn just tell us already!!!!

@avamarch : k...

@avamarch : Timothée fucking Chalamet!!!!!

@avamarch : don't ask me how the fuck this is happening I don't even know myself!!!

@francescam : omg like for real????

@avamarch : no just with a double duh

@avamarch : of course for real you idiot!!

@sandyjoppers : oh my freakin god I'm so excited for you !!! Please tell me you'll try to kiss him

@avamarch : idk um... NO ???????? I'm not yk... a whore