sugar lips

𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚟𝚎.

the side hug made my heart go.
💕❤️💕❤️
get me a friendship like this pls.

side note/

i just wanted to say to mattia's followers that turned on him and made him cry n feel bad abt himself to go fuck themselves. HE and ALVARO had a fight, and his followers have NOTHING to do with this. we get that mattia made al sad in front of many people, but you have to get that mattia is 16, and he's still a kid. a kid who makes mistakes, like every other human on this planet. it really broke my heart to see him cry and see all those people comment hurtful things on his posts to the point where he had to go on a break and turn his comments off on many of his videos. if alvaro, the only person who has the right to be mad with mattia, finds a way to forgive him and not be a bitch about it, i'm sure you guys can find a way to do so too. you don't have to like him, but at least don't say anything rude please, everyone has feelings. and receiving hate can create a lot of mental problems, pls be careful w what you guys comment on anyone's post.

i just wanted to say that here bcs im too scared to post it anywhere else lmao 😳

side note pt2/
congRATS ON ALL THE BOYS GETTING VERIFIED, i am a proud mother.

okay rant over, on with the story. <3

LAST WARNING- it gets a lil freaky later on 🥱

↪︎ mattia's pov.

DAY 7/7

"mattia! mattia, wake the fuck up!" kairi says as i slowly and painfully open my eyes, the sunlight making it almost impossible. "what is it, kairi? it's literally only-" i look at the time on my phone which read 7:28am. "- only fucking 7am, let me sleep." i look up to kairi, and he had a terrified expression on his face. "oh my god, baby, what's wrong kairi?" he looks up to me and hits me on the shoulder. "bitch, i can't find hope! i looked all over the house, and i couldn't find him!" i get up and look around. "you sure you couldn't find him? did you ask my mom is she saw him?" he nodded and proceeded to freak out.

"kai, calm down, he couldn't have gone far, he's five. or six, i don't remember." he let out a shaky breath and got up, looking around my room for any sign of hope. "snif." i heard from the closet, and that scared the fuck out of me. kairi looked at me, confused, and i put my finger over my lips. "shh, kai." i whispered. we slowly got to the closet without making any noise, and i opened my closet door. there sat hope, his little hands gripping tightly around his dino sweater me and kai got him. "i don't wanna leave you guys. it's my last day here. i don't want to leave."

why don't you just take my heart and stomp all over it, hope? i thought. my heart broke, i never thought i'd be so sad saying goodbye to a little kid i've been taking care of for only a week. "oh, baby." kairi said, picking hope up. "it might be your last day here, but don't you dare think mattia and i won't talk to you again." he ran his fingers in hope's hair, holding him close to him. "we'll try and see you every month at least, i'm sure we can compromise something with your parents."

hobi's big teary eyes lock with mine, and we both share a smile. "do you promise daddy? mama? do you both promise you won't forget about me?" i squish his cheek, and place a kiss on kairi's beautiful pink lips. "we promise. now go get your stuff ready hope, i'm sure your mommy and papa missed you this week." he smiled and kairi put him down. "i can't wait to tell them everything about what happened this week!"

once hope left the room, kairi spoke. "what if he tells his parents about ale and alvaro fucking in your bathroom." the sudden memory of alejandro and alvaro moaning came back in my mind, and i visibly gagged. "oh stop, kai, i'm gonna barf." he giggled and pushed me onto the bed, him crawling back on top of me. "oh, kairi's feeling horny this morning?" he laughs and lays on top of me. "no baby, i'm always horny around you. but i just wanted to lay a little with my boyfriend, i'm feeling tired mattia." i kiss him on the head, trying to forget the fact that he just said that i turn him on.

but i mean, i'm mattia, who isn't turned on by me. "get that smirk off your face, mattia." his head is still on my chest, and he can't even see my face, yet he still knows about the sly smile covering my lips. i laugh and look at kairi's head on my chest, saw how his back was moving up and down, the effect of his breathing. his eyes were closed, and mouth slightly parted. overall, he looked perfect. as usual.

the sun was shining bright this morning, almost as bright as kairi's smile. it was raining the night before, so it was humid outside, honestly my favourite weather. "i should cut my hair, shouldn't i? it's getting long." he says after i took a piece of his hair and played with, and i tsked. "noo, it's sooooft. and it's the perfect length for me to play with." he took my hand out of his hair and placed a kiss on it. "let's go to school, m'kay?"

↪︎ kairi's pov.

"how the fuck am i supposed to tell mattia i want him to fuck me?" alvaro's eyes widen and alejandro coughs out his apple juice, some of it coming out his nose. alvaro taps on ale's back to help with the coughing, all while he glares at me. "kai! i swear to god-" i pout and cross my arms. "oh come on! i need advice, and last time i checked you guys aren't exactly innocent virgins." alejandro chuckles and his boyfriend rolls his eyes, cheeks a beautiful shade of red.

"i literally told him this morning that he makes me horny 24/7, but mother fucker made me all shy right after. i just want his dick in me, you know?" ale gets up and kisses alvaro on the head. "this conversation is too gay for me, i'm going with robert." i frown and look at alvaro, then back at alejandro. "you literally have a boyfriend, alejandro." he looks a little shocked. "oh right, i do." then he walks away.

"why the fuck do i even like this boy." alvaro mutters, and i laugh. "okay but seriously al, i just want mattia to fuck me already." he looked at me with a look that said 'bitch i'm eating, would you shut the fuck up', but i obviously ignored it. "are you sure you want this, kai? it's only been a few days since y'all been dating." i think a little. it's true, it hasn't even been a week. but it doesn't feel like it.

even if mattia and i confirmed each other's feelings only a few days ago, we've been 'together' for years now. mattia and i's friendship was not like others, we loved each other way more than normal friends do. and i know he feels that way, too. mattia and i have been treating each other exactly as we've always been, only this time we allow kissies and huggies. i've wanted mattia for a long time now, every single part of him.

"yeah, yeah i'm sure al. i'm 100% sure." he smiles and takes my hand. "why don't you come over at my house later? we can go shopping." i frown and stare at him. "bro, i don't want to shop. i want dic-" he cuts me off by putting his hand on my mouth. "i know bitch, but we can get stuff that'll please mattia junior." i sigh and giggle