Staying in bed was literally the only answer for him. Being in bed meant he was asleep, and when he was asleep he was practically unconscious. You can't hurt while your unconscious, right?
Videos? They stopped being filmed for the time being. Social Media? He isn't active at all, yet he always tried to keep in contact with you but soon stopped.
He never came out of his room, just to use the restroom and take showers that's all. He didn't even eat. Grayson would bring him food like avocado toast or pizza, even pancakes but Ethan still wouldn't eat.
He'd become a lot more angry with himself for letting a girl that he truly loved slip out of his life just like that. He had a lot of anger built up inside of him that he punched three holes into his bedroom walls.
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There Ethan was at your door step knocking on the door. When he didn't get a reply form the other side he decided to ring the door bell a few times impatiently and drained.
Ethan came face to face once again with the girl who's heart he broke. He was absolutely shocked at the way she looked, he knew he hurt her just by the way she looked at him. It said it all in her eyes, her beautiful brown eyes.
When the both of there eyes met hers became watery and Ethan could tell from where he was standing, which wasn't that far away from her. Her eyes also squinting, not because of the sun, because there wasn't any sun too be seen it was too cloudy out. But because she hasn't been out of her home since the breakup.
Ethan just wanted too pull her into a hug and kiss her and tell her how much he loved her and how sorry he was, but it's never that easy. It shattered his heart to see her in so much pain.
"I love you."
Her lip trembled as tears started falling from her eyes down her cheeks, "I missed you so much." She broke down, her last words being muffled into Ethan's shirt as he pulled her into a hug that he's been waiting to give since the day of the dumb argument they had.
She wrapped her arms around Ethan's lower stomach holding on real tight as she cried hard into his neck. Ethan had his arms around her back.
Seeing the girl that he loves with everything in him, cry makes him both mad and sad, but more mad knowing that he was the cause of this reason. He's mad at himself for letting all this happen. Since there's nothing he can really do since it's nobody's fault but his, he clenches his jaw to keep him from crying.
"Ethan?"
He felt slightly good hearing her call his name or even talking, he hadn't heard that voice ina minute. He pulled her away cupping his warm hands on her tan face wiping some of the falling tears away. He looked into her eyes signaling for her to go on.
But what she did sort of surprised Ethan... She slapped him.
Jp🤣 She inched closer too him, Ethan not knowing what too do because he didn't know if she'd feel comfortable with him putting his hands on her waist. You know? They haven't talked in a week and touching her like that after everything happened between them can make her feel probably uncomfortable and then things would get awkward.
Ethan felt her warm plumped lips on top of his. Immediately when he felt her lips on top of his he kissed back roughly, he's been craving for he touch. He missed her.
