Saturday, April 25, 2020
7:15 p.m
The clock read 9:37a.m
Waking up in New Jersey is one of the most peaceful things ever, I've only ever been too Jersey about four times in my life, because of my boyfriend Grayson.
But being here in Jersey this time isn't too visit his family, it's because the Twins lease on there house is up. I live with Ethan an Grayson, if you haven't gotten the hint yet. Also me and Grayson have been dating for 2 years and 7 months, almost three years!
And I'm also pregnant.
I would have gone home instead of here too Jersey with them, but I'm carrying his baby and we also had an argument about us being in separate states.
And, traveling while Covid-19 is going around is horrible and risky, but we had no other choice, we didn't have nowhere else too stay in L.A.
But anyways, I was trying too take my pregnant ass downstairs, barley on the third step and I was having trouble. I'm only 4 months prego.
"Hey! No, don't- do you need help?" Part of me knew who that was, I looked over my shoulder seeing Ethan.
I smiled at him, "Yes, please."
"Of course." He mumbled, taking one of his hands and gripping it on my hip. The other grabbing the stairs railing too keep us both from falling.
We finally made it too the bottom of the stair case, "Thank you." I sigh out of relief.
"Yeah, of course. Anytime sister in law." He said rubbing my pregnant belly. I admired the way his hand moved around my belly.
"Are you ever gonna tell him?" I immediately look up at him.
flashback-
"Ethan are you sure?"
"Y/n," He kept kissing my neck, "I promise you he's coming back tomorrow."
"Okay," We went back too making out once again.
end of flashback-
Long story short, me and Ethan had sex. We weren't drunk, we weren't high, nothing like that at all. We were sober and we knew what we were doing. It's a horrible situation because the baby that I'm carrying is not Grayson's, it's Ethan's baby.
I knew me and Ethan didn't use protection, but he promised he would pull out fast, which didn't go as planned. When I found out I was pregnant I immediately called Ethan and asked him too go too the clinic with me.
It turned out that the baby was his, but the thing is I don't regret it. And yes, I know it's a bad thing, but it's true I don't regret having sex with Ethan.
"I can't tell him, Ethan." I said now looking at his hand on my belly.
"I'm sorry, I get it. But I-I Uh, I do have another question."
I looked up at him indicating for him too continue, "Do you regret it?"
"What? Having sex with you?"
