Thursday, April 30, 2020
12:30 a.m
"Hello?"
"Hello ma'am is this Y/NY/L/N, the girlfriend of Ethan Dolan?"
"Um, yes that's me. Is everything alright? Where's Ethan?"
"Ethan told us too make this call, it's better is you come too Cliffside Hospital."
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Hearing that call scared that s.hit out of me. The lady didn't even give me any details about what happened too Ethan. I hope he's fine, though.
On the way too the hospital, I tried making calls too Grayson letting him know what happened but he wouldn't pick up his phone.
I immediately zoomed into the hospital doors, going too the lady at the front desk.
"Hi, I'm sorry but can you please give me Ethan Dolan's room number." I asked literally out of breathe.
The lady looked at me suspiciously, then going too the computer and typing some things in. Can this lady take any longer?!
"Oh, Ethan Dolan. Reported too be in a motorcycle accident," My heart dropped, and my breathing slowed down, almost like I went numb.
"Oh honey I'm sorry, I didn't mean too worry you more." She apologized.
"Can you please just give me his room number."
After finally getting Ethan's room number, I hurried out of the elevator. Turning the corner and seeing Grayson and Kyle waiting outside in the hallway.
"Grayson!" Grayson attention falling on me, who looked like he sighed out of relief when he saw me. I hugged Grayson and immediately started crying into his chest, I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I hope my baby is fine
Grayson had his arms wrapped around me, in reassurance. That didn't really help though, I just needed too see Ethan.
"Is he okay? Have you seen him yet?"
"Y/n, calm down." Grayson whipped the tears that wear on my face. "As far as we know he's fine." I felt a wave of relief go through my body.
"He hasn't spoken too us though, he won't even talk too the doctors. The only thing that he would say is "Get Y/n." My heart picked up pace again, knowing how Ethan really cares about me, I care about him too.
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I walked inside the room, making direct eye contact with Ethan. "Babe," He immediately broke down into tears.
"Ethan," I made my way over too him quickly, hugging his whole body while his head lied in my chest. Sobbing so hard.
"I thought I was gonna d-die." My heart is so broken too see him like this, in this state.
"Ethan shhh, baby your here, alive and with me. Your definitely alive for a reason, Ethan." He only cried harder.
After a few minutes of me talking him through a panic attack that he was having, he eventually calmed down. I talked too him, combing my fingers through his hair because I know he loves when I do that.
"Are you okay?"
It took of few seconds for him too answer, "I am now that your here."
I smiled, pulling away from the hug so that our face was inches apart. I stared into his eyes, seeing that he had a bruise on his cheek bone and a scrape/scratch on his jawline.
"Are you okay?" I asked the same question again, my voice coming out small and quiet.
"Yes baby, I'm good." He took his hands and cupped my face in them, that's when I couldn't hold my tears in anymore. Before I was trying too be strong for Ethan, but now everything is hitting me.
"I'm sorry," I said taking my face away from his hands. "I'm so s-sorry."
"Hey, hey, hey, baby don't cry, please don't cry." He grabbed me and pulled me on the bed with, so that I was sitting on his lap. I hope I'm not hurting him.
"I should've been there too help you but- but I wasn't because I'm j-just this piece of shit girlfriend who doesn't deserve too love someone like you and your such a-
"Y/n!"
Hearing Ethan yell my name, and pull me out of my thoughts kinda scared me. I jolted slightly on his lap while still crying.
He pulled me into a hug almost immediately, now it was his turn too be here for me. "I could've lost you..."
"But you didn't, baby. I'm still here and alive as ever." His words were very reassuring, he's right. He's here for a reason.
"Just the thought of me almost losing you makes me sad, you know?"
"Don't let that thought cross your mind anymore." He pulled me out of the hug, staring at me and whipping me tears, like Grayson did earlier.
"I love you."
I smiled, maybe a pained smile. But it was nice hearing him say that. "I love you too, Ethan."
authors note: I like this imagine, also this is NOT edited because I'm lazy
