Thursday, April 30, 2020
12:31 a.m
Me thinking of how hot Ethan looks right now, didn't realize that both me and him are leaning in right now. I soon then felt his lips on top of mine, I haven't kissed Ethan since that night so now, kissing him feels so different. But I love it. I forgot how great our lips fitted together. Our lips were moving perfectly together.
"Hey Y/n, oh dear!" Me and Ethan jolted back away from each other, seeing Lisa standing in the doorway of the room. She had her hand over her mouth, looking at the both of us in disbelief.
"Mom," Ethan began walking over too Lisa, "You can't tell Grayson, please don't tell Grayson." He sounded so desperate, I am too.
Lisa shook her head no, looking over at me. I just put my head down in shame. What were we even thinking kissing with the door wide open. Just kissing in the first place, it shouldn't have happened.
"Y/n?" Lisa spoke.
Waiting for me too respond, I didn't know what too say. I definitely didn't wanna say the wrong thing.
"Mom, this wasn't her fau-
"Ethan! Shut up. Of course this is her fault! This is both of your guy's fault!" She took a deep breath, calming herself down. I've never seen Lisa Dolan this angry, especially at me.
"How long has this been going on for?"
I fiddled with my fingers, finally speaking up, "It's been off and on..."
"Christ," She said rubbing her temples. "I'm guessing... I'm guessing obviously Grayson doesn't know about this."
I nodded my head in shame, still fiddling with my fingers. "What did you guys think was gonna happen? This would be okay? You'd just go about your life and let this keep happening?"
"Who's baby is it?" Silence feel upon the room, both Ethan's and Lisa's eyes were on me. I looked at Ethan, he looked drained and had no emotion in his face.
It's over.
"Hey, guys," Shit, now it's really over.
"...Hey guys, whats, what's going on?" He asked walking over too me, giving me a hug. I couldn't hug him back.
"Baby," He looked down at me, cupping my face in his hands. My eyes were soo glossy right now, the moment I blinked tears start falling from my eyes.
"Hey, yo what the fuck happened!?"
He's such a sweetheart, and I never deserved too be with him. I removed my face from his hands wiping my own tears.
"Grayson, I have too tell you something and I know for a fa-," I hiccuped, "I know for a fact your gonna hate me." I tried so hard not too break down.
I took a glance at Ethan, his eyes were glossy as well but he wasn't crying like me.
I faced Grayson, "This baby that I'm carrying isn't yours, this is Ethan's baby."
I literally heard Lisa gasp, still standing in the doorway of the room. Grayson's face drained of color, his arms dropped too the side of him. Ethan was also looking at Grayson, I'm guessing he's trying too see how he feels.
"How long?" Was his first question.
"Off and on," I answered, once again.
Grayson cleared his throat looking at Ethan and Lisa, "Can I have a minute, please? I'll talk too you after we're done." Grayson said staring directly into Ethan's soul, one of the most coldest stares ever.
Lisa and Ethan left them room, leaving me and Grayson alone. If you were in the room, you would be able too literally feel the tension. I feel like a horrible person, Grayson literally deserves the world, and I couldn't give that too him.
I sat down at the end of the bed because I couldn't stand for long, my legs were about too give out from standing so long.
"Why?"
I looked up at Grayson who was still in the same position when Lisa and Ethan were in here. He was crying, he looked so broken.
"I love you, why would you do this too us?"
"Gray," I got up holding my belly, "I'm so sor-
"No, no apologies."
"Okay. I know me saying sorry can't fix this and I know anything else that I can do won't fix this. But it just happ-happened. And I know that's a horrible way too put it, but it did just happen. Only once, the one time me and Ethan had sex I got pregnant." I was crying hella while trying too explain this.
"How do I know you telling the truth, Y/n? You fucking cheated on my with my own brother!" With every word he spoke, he came closer too me. "Your a cheater, your a liar, your unfaithful, and your a piece of shit!"
"Grayson!" Opening the door, coming through was Ethan.
"No!" Grayson pushed Ethan, who went stumbling back but didn't fall. "You don't get a say in this, your a piece of shit too! How could you do this too me?" Grayson started crying once again. Seeing him cry made me start crying, and knowing that I'm part of the reason for him crying makes me sick.
"How do you think dad would feel about this, if he were still here?"
The room grew quiet once again, "Him knowing that my brother, my twin brother, his son! Fucked my girlfriend behind my back and got her pregnant."
At this point everyone in the room was crying. Grayson turned towards me, "Just to be clear we are no longer together and I never want to see you ever again in my life. But I know that's not gonna happen because of this baby," He looked down at my stomach, letting a tear fall onto my clothed pregnant belly. "When we get back too L.A. you are no longer welcome in my house. I'm going too book you a flight too Vegas so you can stay there with your family because there is no way in hell that I am going too be staying another day in this house with a cheater. I guess you and Ethan can workout out how this pregnancy is going too go."
Grayson walked away from me, I literally had nothing too say at all. I deserved this.
"Your dead too me. I really don't have anything too say too you, but as a brother, Ethan your suppose too know right from wrong when it comes too these things. It's common sense and it's wrong too get your brother's girlfriend pregnant."
And with that Grayson walked out of the room, broken as ever.
authors note: Okayy so this imagine prolly took me like 5 days too write because I'm lazy, but anyways comment if y'all want a part 3😎
