My eyes begin to tear up and he noticed.
"Hey, no no no please don't- why are you crying?" He tucked a piece of my curly hair behind my ear, kissing my cheek.
"Hmm?" He wiped my falling tears.
"I miss you."
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"I miss you to, Y/n. But it's not right. I'm sorry."
I looked at him as he helped me sit down on the couch. Him sitting beside me.
"I'm sorry. I ruined everything, literally." I said laughing off that pain that stayed. "You don't have to apologize for anything, Grayson. And I don't think like now is a great time to talk about things."
"Yeah..."
I wiped the remaining tears off of my face. Fixing my curly hair on my shoulders.
I felt his gaze just staring at me. I looked at him as he reached his hand over and tucked my hair behind my ear again.
I felt like crying all over again. I miss this. But I can't, it's my fault.
I smile at him, a very pained smile as his hand is still behind my ear.
"I-
"I swear the nursery is so beautiful, Y/n. I still can't believe you finished that by yourself."
Grayson was completely cut off by Ethan which sucked so much. I wanted to know what Gray was gonna say.
I smiled at Ethan as Grayson got up from sitting next to me walking over to Ethan. "Can we leave now?"
Ethan looked at me and then back at Grayson. "Remember I told you usually I stay her for about an two hours."
"I know but I can just come back and pick- pick you up later." He wiped his eyes with his sleeve.
"Grayson-
"Please, leave me alone." He looked at me now, with tears falling from his beautiful hazel eyes. I was literally going to cry again, this is like five months ago all over again.
I've put this man in so much pain. So much fucking pain. He doesn't deserve it, he never did from the start. He is literally all I ever wanted in this shitty world.
I didn't listen though. I got my pregnant ass up and walked over to Grayson. I lightly gripped his shoulder turning him over facing me once again all up close and personal shit.
We shared the same look as he couldn't take anymore and broke down. He dipped his head into my shoulder as I held him close. I rubbed all over his back, he had his arms tight around me.
My belly was pressed against his, I think that mad him ball out and cry more.
"I'm so sorry, Grayson." I begin to sob with him.
